@Tokyonia
I think I'm inlove, I love this man so much. When I was searching for love I found nothing, this time love looked for me. I love him I really do, he's sweet, funny, handsome just everything I've been dreaming about. Those late night texts, the little pet names he gives me, and the way I'm so comfortable around him makes me fall for him more. I'm glad I met him.
Take me back to August 25, when you weren't busy enough to talk to me. Y I miss you, the conversation yesterday was short compared to Friday's but the conversations are actually getting shorter
WTF IS BRO LOVE BOMBING ME LIKE WHY
WE MET TWO DAYS AGO AND HE CONFESSED ON THE FIRST DAY
DUDE I JUST WANT TO GO TO HOCO WITH MY FRIENDS OR MAYBE PINEAPPLE YK
@fubufubufubuki This is a love confession, I love you! Dark Red is my life!!!!
Saw him again, I ACTED COOL
COUGH COUGH
SOMEWHAR NORMAL
I know that I have never been good at this
Love you in a second, next you know I'm checking out of moments I shouldn't miss
Now I'm looking through the photos
Wishing I was different
- Rubberband by Tate Mcrae
"What if your heart has already moved on from him but your mind just doesn't want to admit it?"
- Deja Vu by @cassii-
Honestly, that was my wake up call. I don't feel, I just think it.
The new story I posted is a joke, I wrote it back when I was 12, came across it today and started laughing with @SumiSumiiiii1
It's a feeling that I can't explain
That I miss you more when I'm away
And I swear I've been counting the days (oh)
But when you're here I think I need some space
Well sh*t, we've always had good conversations or we used to
But I haven't been serious since high school
Maybe I'm the one to blame, mm
But in real life it's not the same, no
And when I'm working (yeah)
You're the only one that I want
But we're not working (no)
Yeah, I told you from the start
I'm not perfect (oh)
Yeah, that's why you like me so much
We're not working (yeah)
We're not working, no
Another Tate Mcrae song(Working)
Love her songs(so relatable)
@Tokyonia my karma has already passed, I healed from what you’ve done to me. And you know what? I know I was a bad friend and that I never really cared about how you were doing, and you know why I’ve been contacting you? Because I’ve been wanting to make amends and show you that I can be a good friend. I’ve come to realize that you are very valid for not wanting me in your life, and I have somewhat change. I care about my new friends a lot and I always resent myself when I look back and wonder how I could’ve prevented our falling out by being a better friend. Every time I try to apologize you shut me out because of what I did in the past, I am in fact a changed person and granted, I still am a little toxic I will admit, but my newer friends have encouraged me to be a better person and so I thought I would apologize to you to give everyone a little closure. I appreciate these last few messages that you have sent (with proper grammar so I can take you seriously) because it has helped me realize that I really wasn’t a considerate friend, I do have a few things to say though 1. I do not remember fat shaming you and 2. I do not remember encouraging you to kill yourself. But I believe you and so I apologize for what I did and whether or not you forgive me is your choice but I just wanted to let you know that you haven’t met the new me, and you may never, but from the bottom of my heart, I truly am sorry for all of the heinous things I put you through with my struggles and trauma dumping.
U can try to play the victim but I was victim of having 2 toxic friends for a whole year, I'm glad I stopped being friends with the both of you bc you were like walls blocking me from new opportunities and experiences. I have found people who aren't toxic and are really good friends to me, that don't block me from new opportunities. With Alexa and you, you guys made me feel down by all the negativity and weight on my shoulders.My friends make me happy and I am greatful for them. I would remember praying for better friends then I realized I had to stop being friends with you and my life became way better after. Now you are spamming our phones because you have nobody to bring down or spread negativity too. I don't feel sorry for you I guess you got your karma so I hope you feel how I felt when I was friends with you, alone now byeeee
I told you to stop but you wouldn't, you only care about yourself and not what going on around you. You also don't take things seriously like the Val situation, you only took action after I blocked you. Not to mention, you would always doubt me and YOU were the negative one. I would encourage you, give you advice and it was your choice whether you wanted to take it or not.But after you did what you wanted to do you would blame me for it, u also told me to k*ll myself as a joke and once told me " you know I would want to see your reaction if your family was k*lled right in front of you that's what I want to see" when I was talking about how I wanted to be an actor.
Usually never cry at all
I would say I'm pretty tough
But it's been a couple weeks now
And I still feel stuck in my lungs
And usually I go out on nights
And not think of you once
But if they start playin' that song
I can't help but to think about us, oh
Playing: Feel Like Sh*t by Tate Mcrae
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My favorite part