This is a poem I wrote about my crush...
Daydream
I wear makeup but my mascara runs,
Having depression is no fun,
I just hope you like me too,
Just like I like you,
I love your laugh and smile,
I wanna talk to you for a while,
I wish I could hold your hand,
If I told you about my life you wouldn’t understand,
I wish we could be together,
I can feel every bit of pressure,
This world hates me,
At least God loves me.
When I look at you,
My brain gets spilt in two,
I listen to Moonage daydream,
You feel like a vague dream,
I love you,
I hate you,
My mind messes up thoughts about you,
I just wanna know the real you,
The image is just a hallucination of you,
Just a soft hello is all I need,
To break me from this nightmare disguised as a daydream.
I never asked to be here,
To feel pain here,
I feel like something broken,
My heart is stolen,
I hate fake friends,
I wish I was your girlfriend,
I cry myself to sleep at night,
Because I just can’t find the light,
You hold my heart in your hands,
All things on Earth feel like scams.
Heaven is way nicer than here,
God made sure so we won’t reappear,
I love you,
Do you love me too,
I want to hold you,
You hold me too,
I’m scared help me,
I swear Imma kill that bee,
Before it kills me,
My head hurts,
I feel as if I’m lost in life’s hot deserts.
