TomRiddlesMommy

my great grandmother told me before she died "you can kill someone, and family will help you cover it- a boy can break your heart- Kouvr can kill em, before I die I want you to know... whatever happens to you family and god has your back"- I believed that for years, than Kouvr told me this the day we moved with Alex " Cry me a river of stones ill have your back, But get with a man that treats you with disrespect ill fucking murder them"- I believed that- until... Jaden told me this- " I love you, dreaming of you keeps me asleep thinking of you keeps me alive-"- I still to this day believe in that but, someone changed my mind, Payton told me this when I was 16 "ever since I met you no one else is worth thinking about, if I could give you one thing in life... ide give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then you'd realize how fucking special you are to me but, you may hold my hand for a while but my heart is forever in your hands"

My 2020 story
          Jan, Feb, March, April, - Amazing! was all "lovey" with my bestie
          May, June, July, - All! A few ppl left i was ok tho bestie and i moved in together
          Augest, September, October- betrayed! left broken felt everyone was against me moved back to hawaii for a while
          Now- Broken, life is useless, if i could die with no one knowing i would, i have family but i hurt... What did I do wrong!?!

you once looked at my board as a positive cute zen happy place and now- its a dark depressing place... sorry yall

someone once said- cant girls just take the hint and back off...
          BITCH you need to learn YOUR boundaries I was practically datin the man

why when I finally find someone that I love turn around and go to their ex?? why tf is it always me!?!

Fuck 'em, fuck sleep, come clean, zonin'
          Can't forget that I'm golden, can't forget where I'm going
          
          Blunt smoke, smoke weed, codeine, cough
          Tell that bitch that I'm awesome, better back the fuck up off me
          
          Any guesses on who that ^^ is abt? 

Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment...
          Until its a memory you cant have so... 
          when you have a moment with ones you love keep in mind that tomorrow your world could change- Jaden he said this to me and i never knew the meaning but he made me realize it even more *Luv You All