Heelow everyone , I am once again updating you on my personal life (bc it effects my social media life). Ahem, so as you know I have a job, what you dont know is that I'm 17 but feel 13 because I'm not allowed to go out and have fun or smth like that. I'm /very/ tired and /very/ not satisfied or comfortable with my home life, my family knows I'm capable of getting a job and earning money, but the thing is, I'm only a kid, and I can't do too much on my own. My parents have done that to me, they make me feel that I'm not able to to anything on my own because I'm dumb or weak, and it really does hurt me. What doesn't help is that even though I have a job, I'm not paid at all, all of my earned money goes into my sisters account and then to rent or something else my parents wanna use the money on. They dont allow me to have my own account or a drivers license, and I dont even think I can with how unmotivated and shitty they make me feel. Just in summary, my parents are working me with no reward/rewarding me with a roof over my head ((that I should "feel greatful for" which I am but yk)) and I'm very tired and not happy. But on social media, everyone and everything is better and I feel comfortable and happy, I will be trying to make time for my friends and sm and this book but do understand that I'm not in a great situation and that I really am trying my best. Thank you for understanding and being so patient with me, I love you all so much <:)
