Ghost girl 💋

Happy new year angel

Hey, angel, I hope you're doing great and everything is fine. But I was just wanted to know is everything alright? It's been a long time since I saw updates from you. Is everything fine? 

I have been locked in the dark for 2 years, or two months, two days? I’m not sure. It’s been so long, iv stopped counting. One.two. Two. I was thrown into this cell with two long walls and two short walls. Under me is dirt, or dust I’m not ever sure of what anything is anymore. I cant trust myself, my senses are all wrong. I used to look around but it’s been so dark Iv lost my sight, by a cloak of darkness. I used to try to smell for something, salt to hint I was near the sea, the smell of wood and grass to hint I was by a forest. But I never smelt anything but the sad stone all around me. I tried to scream, but nothing happened. I tried to scream so loud I thought I could scream the walls away from me. It never happened. I used to try and listen outside of the one metal door. I only ever heard the blood pounding in my ears. When I got food, I would try to taste if they poisoned it, but it didn’t taste like anything. It was always watery, but also chunky. I thought it could of been soup but I wasn’t sure, I’m not sure of anything. Maybe I died the day I was locked in here, maybe this is hell. It’s torture, cold, dark, I’m with the one person I hate the most. Myself. It’s the worst kind of torture to be locked up with only your thoughts to consume you. I know my own fears, I haunt myself every day and night. I have no sense of time, I don’t know when it’s night or day, when it’s 2Am or 2Pm. I know only one thing, I’m going to die at the thoughts that take over. 
          
          
          
          ~ Assassins moon
          
          
          
          

I’m taking a break, I’m now in school and I’m going to be writing a book and publishing it. I need to think of the set up and all that! 

“If I can’t become better than them. Than I will become, so.much.worse.” 

Go follow my other account for the book series (ICED HEART) if you want to be keep updated @Taytum_malfoy17  

I’m starting to write my new book! This new book I’m writing will be published when I’m done! I will still be updating Malfoy’s slave. 

I think I might write a new story ( I’m not abandoning Malfoy’s slave) on this account, I’m genuinely tired of seeing enemies to lovers where the girl is all sweet and innocent. I want to write a book where the girl is the enemy. She is the badass that everyone fears not the man. I want people to speak her name and say it with genuine fear. I want enemies to lovers where not just one of them is the ‘bad guy’ I want them both to be. Or I want the guy to be good for once. I want the guy to be described as a golden angel, a sweet pure thing that can’t have its heart broken because it will destroy them, because they have never dealt with the pain of a heart break. 
          
          Or I want them both to be bad assassins but I want the guy to be weaker then her. He is the king of assassins second in command. Little do they know that the king is her. She is the worlds greatest assassin and no one knows it. She got that far because she had to take out everyone that got in her way of the top. And she had to pretend to be a man so people would take her seriously. 
          
          She shows that even a woman can be better than a man because men only see what they want. They wanted to see a king of assassins so she gave them and king. 
          
          Opinions? 

Hello, I wanted to apologize for taking forever to update. My childhood friend has passed away and I’m trying to deal with it. If I don’t update this weekend I will ask my friend to update for me! 

RIP Helen McCrory, she was and amazing person, actor & mother. She is with Alan now and I hope they are reading Harry Potter together! 
          “Do not pity the dead, harry. Pitty the living and above all, all those who live without love." ♥️