I had a dream where i was just sitting in bed, woke up, but could barely move and just immediately blacked out. Then for some reason, I was in normal reality but i knew it was a dream. Everything was weird and off. Next thing i knew, back in my bed. I tried making the mad dash for my light switch (which i always do bc some demon is always watching lmao) to turn the light on, but blacked out right after getting out.
For some reason, i went downstairs and there was a plumbing problem, aka the sink was leaking.................. But the sink was off and there was just water around it. Somehow the clothes i was wearing were lying in a puddle of water, but i was still wearing them? Once again, suddenly back in my bed. Tried rolling over bc i always sleep in the corner (that's where the goood air conditioning is, also some demon is always watching me so the corner is 'safe'). Blacked out AGAIN. I tried rolling over again, i couldn't even move.
This time, i went to my mom's office (its in the house fam) and told her to 'wake me up' if i went back to sleep. Not sure how i thought this would help, but some type of outside motion helps sleep paralysis so.... Idk.... Then i woke up. STILL IN MY FRICKIN BED, NOT ABLE TO MOVE. Then i was sitting down for dinner, and my mom came downstairs and said she just put a little pressure on my wrist. How would that help?
So the next time, i told my brother to shake me awake. It worked, i was able to turn over to him, but as soon as he left I passed out again. Then i realized one time i was able to turn a bad dream where my father was ... erm... *cough being attacked by a giant beetle cough* into good dream by unleashing rAgE on the beetle by... turning my dream against it? I tried just commanding 'Lights. Lights. wAKE uP.'
It dOnt wOrk thErE
then i woke up, was afraid to look at the clock because i thought some demon (or one of my older sisters same thing) was controlling my dreams and would just be standing at my clock smiling at me.