A_lost_boy?

I don't mean this in a racist way so I'm sorry if it is
          
          but does anyone ever wonder what it's like to be black? or wishes to be black? because I lowkey have

Got called "bro" by jack manifold today chat

Buddy, are me? Or are we just a lil similar. He/they buddies!

"if has always been about following orders.."
          
          he's talknig about INTERNET.
          
          as in..
          
          as example, 
          
          you play a game, you follow orders without questioning why? because hey.. that's the game you play.
          
          tiktok.
          everyone knows it gets your data. but still.. you like something, you'll get more, or on tv or anywhere.
          
          you hear a phrase of of the internet. you begin to say it..
          
          it's all about getting information, and turn 'us' into people who are constantly online and only go off, to do necessary things like, *sleeping, eating, drinking, using the bathroom, maybe work or school*
          
          but otherwise, you'll go on ***Social. Media.***
          
          maybe even WHILE doing the necessary things to survive in real life..
          
          and that.. the point of all social media for their existence  is so  they(the government) eventually **will be in control of all of us.**
          
          ..
          
          (I'm maybe onto something.... I'm talking about irl)
          and I got all of this.. from one single youtube video
          well.. only the ones with "

pt2.
          
          50. I can always talk to you.
          51. I love you because you picked me.
          52. your smell
          53. the way we can borrow eachother's clothes
          54. You make me a better person.
          55. Because you make me feel special.
          56. The day I met you, I found my missing piece.
          57. Because I can be myself around you.
          58. Because you trust me unconditionally.
          59. You make me laugh so hard that I spit my drink out!
          60. You are always kind to other people, even if they don’t deserve it.
          61. Because I can’t imagine life without you.
          62. You don’t just tell me you love me, you show me.
          63. You know how to cheer me up when I’m sad.
          64. You care deeply about my success and my happiness.
          65. You never give up on me, even when I’m at my worst.
          66. you're smart. 
          67. you're beautiful
          68. you're amazing
          69. you make me a better person than I was before
          70. you're hot.
          71. you're cute. 
          72. you still give me butterflies
          73. I love that your hand fits perfectly with mine.
          74. I love that I get to go through life with you.
          75. the places I go are more fun with you
          76. you're adorable
          77. you’re able to make me laugh, even when the situation shouldn’t be funny.
          78. you're everything I need.
          79. you heal me.
          80. You’re not afraid to be silly with me. 
          81. ou make me laugh, even when I feel like crying.
          82. the way we like to match things
          83. you support me
          84. you care about me like I care about you
          85. we send cute videos 
          86. we make cute videos
          87. you make my problems disappear
          88. you make me feel better
          89. you heal my mental health
          90 you're the most respectful person I know
          91. your flaws
          92. your giggles.
          93. your jokes
          94. your humor
          95 your way of talking
          96. your way of showing love
          97. your way of showing how brave and amazing you are.
          98. your walks with me
          99. you and me.
          
          100. I love you.

Guys.. how did I go?
          (I send this to her)
          
          100 things I love about you<3 
          
          1. your personality
          2. your eyes
          3. your laugh
          4. your smile
          5. your way of looking into my eyes
          6. your sweetness
          7. your heart
          8. your hair
          9. your clothing style
          10. the way you show your love in little things
          11. the way you get shy whenever I do something flirty
          12. your power
          13. you're gorgeous 
          14. your way of loving someone deeply
          15. the soft look in your eyes when you look at something you love
          16 your weirdness
          17. your face
          18. your care
          19. your braveness
          20 your love for animals
          21. your height 
          22. the way your eyes lit up when we see eachother
          23. your hugs
          24. your hands
          25 your singing
          26. your name
          27. the way you make me smile
          28. the way you are yourself
          29. you.
          30 your love in your heart
          31 your insecurities
          32. your flirty style
          33. your texts
          34. your heart
          35. your late night messgaes
          36 your clinginess
          37. your beaty
          38. your calmness
          39. your craziness
          40. your look in your eyes when we have eye contact
          41. your colours.
          42. the wy You make me feel like I’m the only person in the world.
          43. You make my heart smile
          44. You’re always there for me, no matter what.
          45. You make me feel like I can get through anything, as long as I have you.
          46. Because when you laugh it makes me laugh
          47. You always keep your promises. 
          48. You have the ability to comfort me simply by your touch.
          49. You always believe in me and inspire me.
          
          pt1. because lack of space

How many aura points did she gain when she told me she was cold and I said I was hot because it's warm in my house and she said "yeah you're so hot"
          
          I love her

ME AND HER DID THE "teen romance" TREND!!!
          
          MY ACC ON TIKTOK IS 
          A_lost_girl.._

I showed my dad he video of Dream crashing out and my dad literally said
          
          "Is he effected by the full moon or smth" 

okay.. take deep breaths-
          
          SHE SENDED AN ART OF THOSE WOMEN IN ARCANE AND MAKING OUT AND SHE SAID "us later" WTH