Hey!
Someone told that you are not okay and that you need some LOVE! In this year I almost lost my Grandfather because of Covid, but he survived and is all ok and in his energetic form, so I don't exactly know how is to lost such a loved one... If I really knew in person, I would give you a hug and Stay with you and confort you in person, like I did to my two best friends who lost their grandmothers. So, i'm just gonna confort you.
It's obviuslly ok to feel like you are now! With a hole in you, with some part of your life taken away from you. But, I swear with everything I have, you are going to pass Over this! It might take a month, 2 months, 6 months, a year even, but you are going to get Over this! That I can Promise you! And, if you see, She is still a part of you! She lives in you, and always will! Try to take some deep breaths and think of happy memories. Try to look outside of your house and just feel the peace and calm that you need to live in you. I can advise you to look at some funny monkey vídeos on YouTube, One of my best friends showed me when my Parents and my sister had Covid and I was all alone in my room. Just, don't listen to the song "Lazy Song" from Bruno Mars, because if so, when you listen to it again in some time you will start crying because of the painful memories (it's happening to me, I can't hear that song without start crying)
We are here for everything, don't forget it! All of us loves you and always will! We are kind of your second family, so you can ask us for help and here we are! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎♡︎❦︎❦︎❦︎❦︎❦︎❣︎❣︎❣︎❣︎
Love you and hope for the best
Star
