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Ik you probably hate me by now.... But I can't stop crying.... And everything reminds me of you... I'm done... I only want you no one else my stupid ass finally realized... You are the best thing to ever happen to me... Is you hate me and do t want to talk to me ever again that's fine I deserve it... I just wanna explain myself... You said I was ghosting you... I wasn't talking to anyone those past few days I wasn't talking to you.... I was in the worst state of mind.... And I didn't want to hurt you.... But I hurt you anyways... And I'm sorry I'm so sorry... I love you more than anything.... But I bet you don't love me anymore.... If you forgive me... Then shit I dont deserve it... I never even deserved you in the first place you are the best kindest most sweetest funniest person I've have ever met... When you asked me if you were handsome and I replied "meh" I meant it didn't matter what you looked like on the outside I only cared about your personality if you're handsome on the inside you're handsome on the outside to me.... I'm not saying that you aren't handsome though you are the most handsome man I have ever seen.... I'm sorry for hurting you.... I want to change for you I'm done being poly.... Only you make me happy... I can't even live without you... I keep trying to kill myself but Dark stops me... He can't anymore though bc Zero got on his accounts and blocked me.... So this long ass paragraph is either goodbye, good riddance, or let's start over and try one more time... This time will be the last time we have to restart bc I'm committed to you now... And if you hate me then I might as well die...