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hey, ik we haven't talked in a bit and im not even sure if you're still on wp anymore but if you are , how have you been?

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I want to be alone but at the same time with someone and idk what my brain even wants from me

My intrusive thoughts really said "you know what would be funny? If you opened the door and a person came out and started strangling you with a cord and right before you stop breathing you get thrown on the floor and they grab a wooden plank and bash your head repeatedly. I think that would be pretty funny."

Okay so im going to cosplay soon so I need ppl to pick numbers between 1-5

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Should I film my dad yelling at me or would it be too risky?

I hate being on break because it means I have to spend more time with my father

Fuck a break up, I always feel too terrified to ask my parents for basic things I need everyday

Sometimes I wish I could just show my trauma like a movie, not to show off, but just so I don't have to explain myself