Toomanyfandoms4ever

Omfg y’all!! Ok so I finally worked up the nerve to ask pink hat to the dance and wanna know what she said?
          	
          	
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          	Yes!!! Omfg I’m so happy rn

Teylor55

@Toomanyfandoms4ever  That seems fine to me
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@Teylor55 ok I will, I think it’s in like 2 or 3 weeks so I’ll tell u then
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

Omfg y’all!! Ok so I finally worked up the nerve to ask pink hat to the dance and wanna know what she said?
          
          
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          Yes!!! Omfg I’m so happy rn

Teylor55

@Toomanyfandoms4ever  That seems fine to me
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@Teylor55 ok I will, I think it’s in like 2 or 3 weeks so I’ll tell u then
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

Hello y’all sry abt no chapter but don’t worry bc I’m working on it. I also have a question for y'all. So basically my school is having a winter dance in December (still don’t know the date) and I wanted to ask someone. So I was thinking of asking pink hat but only as friends, do y'all think I should or no? I’ll prob ask her over text but idk pls help. 

Toomanyfandoms4ever

@Teylor55 I love this so much thx
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Teylor55

@Toomanyfandoms4ever  Invite her! We'll see about the chapters later, first things first, girl dance
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@_pixie_hollow_ Ok I will thx! I'm also gonna ask her what color she's wearing
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

Sry I didn’t post this week, I’ll try to get something out tn or tmr but no promises. And I got bored last so I asked ChatGPT abt pink hat and we had a whole convo abt it and instead of ChatGPT feeding my delusions it told me that she doesn’t like me and she might or might not be bi-curious, so that was no help but ya. Bye love y’all lots!

_pixie_hollow_

@Toomanyfandoms4ever we all have our moments (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠)
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@_pixie_hollow_ lol, and I thought I was the only one TvT
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

I know there should be no reason forme tone upset abt this and I'm most likely gonna sound like a spoiled brat, but oh well. So toady was the grand opening of the Barnes and noble by my house and I have been waiting for this for literalmonts, like since the summer and my mom knew if I went o would skip a bit of school but she said sure anyways. In the car on the way to school she told me there is know poi t in going bc I'm prob only gonna go for an hour bc I had an event where needs to go to after school and that no authors I know would be there. I mean ofc the wouldn't all the authors I like are way to big for that but oh well, I definitely almost didn't cry like 3 times bc of it but yk, i'm fine. So she told me since I can't go to that until maybe tmr I could stay for whole schools event. Me being student council president I had to violent see at booths, and by the time I had gotten my pizza and finished my shift we had to go, the shift I was like 30 minutes so ya. Plus all my friends were there and getting hena (I forgot foe to spell it and I'm not gonna check) and I wanted toss well but my mom said we had to to and to not get it even tho my friend was paying for it. And I know all the girls are gonna have them tmr and I'm gonna be the only one without it and I js can't do that bc the only thing that matters at my school is popularity and I need that to survive and I js can't anymore. Oh and did I mention my thighs look like they got chopped up by gorden ramsey? Ya I did that. But yk, no reason to be crying.

doremifaserving

@Toomanyfandoms4ever moving schools is tough tho TT I've moved schools like 3 times? And I swear each time it gets worse. New opportunities tho!! Just don't pressure yourself, its completely normal to feel lost af in a situation like that
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@doremifaserving thx, 3years ago I got bullied not bc of social rank but I did and it still effects me td. Now all that matters to me is popularity bc when I was bullied it was when of my “friends” and bc of it I have trust issues and social anxiety. And ya it does seem so pointless less but I guess that’s my brain’s defense mechanism? Yk, no one can hurt u when ur on top ig. Thankfully I’m moving schools next year so I’ll get a fresh slate, maybe start acting like myself. And I’m sry abt ur legs, it’s addictive.
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doremifaserving

@Toomanyfandoms4ever OKAY SO IT MAY SOUND IMPOSSIBLE, but popularity is NOT everything. Idk if you're feeling like this bc of social pressure or if you'll actually get bullied/hurt for not being popular, but at least think about how pointless it is. If people would judge you for something as stupid as thar, what does that say about them? Do you really want someone as superficial as that admiring you? Being authentic hurts, and even though it may not seem worth it, just think about it.
            Also, uh, same abt the Gordon Ramsey part
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

Y’all I did something and let’s just say my pencil sharpener no longer has the part that makes the pencil sharp.

magic_school_dropoud

@Toomanyfandoms4ever im so happy this helped like its heartwarming actuallt and please let me know jow that goes for you
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@magic_school_dropoud Ty, it really means a lot to me. And I’ll try that next time, I already have comfort movies so I’ll do those. Thx for the advice.
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

Hey y’all! So I just published the next chapter of the book! It’s technically a one shot but does that really matter? It took me a week to write this by the way because som days I would write barely anything and others I would write a ton. It’s also the longest chapter so far so I hope you all enjoy it. While I was writing this I was listening to some music and I know known of you asked but I’m gonna tell you what I was listening to anyways. I listen to the 1 hour loops of good luck babe, 18, more than a friend, a bunch of lesbian playlists, I wanna be your girlfriend, and those my mix things on youtube. And I watched some young Sheldon but that’s not important rn. I added a poll to it so pls vote and tell others to vote too bc I want y’all’s opinion on this before I do it. And I think it was first answer to 15 or 20 votes is what I’ll do. But yeah that’s all for now, love y’all!

Toomanyfandoms4ever

@_pixie_hollow_  Ty! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。
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_pixie_hollow_

@Toomanyfandoms4ever going to read it NOW (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

Ok y'all I also forgot to mention their s but it was earlier this week and we standing outside of the classroom for our robotics teacher and a different one of my friends who I'm super close to but I still talk to starts touching my hair while I'm talking to Pink hat .(that's what were calling her bc we had a dress up week and she let me borrow her hat all day) So she starts touching my hair and combing it with her finger and I'm used to it bc a lot of my friends like touching my hair and pink hat says "stop touching her, stop touching her. She's mine, only I can touchher." Like GAWD DAM!I'm seriously debating if she's actually straight or not

_pixie_hollow_

@Toomanyfandoms4ever GIRLIE I DUNNO IF SHES STRAIGHT \:{O
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

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Y’all I’m in deep shit. Remember the girl I was telling y’all abt, the one who I said I might like? Well, I think I do. Ok so to day we went to our garden outside for  2 periods (basically an hour and a half) and when we were standing outside the classroom for the teacher I got my self breathing in her scent. Like not normal inhaling like when you smell something comforting and you breathe it in, but more discrete. Even after all that time in the hot Texas sun she still smells amazing, j like how she normally would. Y’all I’m gonna list off all the things I like abt her:
          1. Her smell, like it’s so amazing I canven describe it and it’s comforting for some reason 
          2. Her eyes, like they’re brown but the really pretty ones yk?
          3. Her glasses, idk why but I find them cute
          4. Her personality, like it’s the exact personality I wanted in a man before I found out I was gay, it’s that joking, kind to who she wants to be kind too, confident,  type of personality 
          5. Her laugh/smile, that shit has me weak in the knees
          6. Her voice, omg don’t get me started I’ll ask her the most random thing js to hear her voice
          7. She’s protective, she is very protective of her friends (which includes me) and when this guy kept telling the n word to her and our other friends she said it back, got in trouble for it and didn’t care
          8. Her hobbies, me personally I don’t like volleyball but she loves it and I love watching her play, not in a weird way I js like seeing her happy. 
          Holy shit that’s a lot, I REALLY care abt her if u didn’t get that.

Toomanyfandoms4ever

@Teylor55 ik I ask my question every night at the ripe time of midnight
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Teylor55

@Toomanyfandoms4ever  Why does it always have to be difficult, I ask myself.
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Toomanyfandoms4ever

@Teylor55 I want to so so so bad but she's straight
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