Topggukietaetae

Hi! I am here coz I got nowhere else to talk to and I needed a ....wider perspective. 
          	
          	Is it common to worry about your life and your family as you grow up? I really hate sleeping at night because where before I could just...think about something I liked...now, my mind is filled with 'what ifs' what if something happened to me and...what then? Will my father be able to hold everything together when he is already scattering away? Will my mother be able to or my brother who is still too small? What if I don't wake up tmrw? What if something's is wrong with me and I don't know? 
          	
          	I hate my mind and I wish I could ditch sleep but I can't because that won't be healthy too. I just hope, wish, this is just a phase and it would go by. Because I can't have it on my mind all the time and function properly....I really hope its not a rare occurrence. 
          	
          	Before I would read books till late and by the time I am sleeping...I am too sleepy and filled with good thoughts to think about such things but now I can't have that and its ugly.

Topggukietaetae

@iceblocker96 Tbh....I really love characterizing myself from a third pov....it...gives life a new angle, makes it more interesting and Yes! Like you said, a new arc! A new achivement under my belt!!!! Lets live this life to full. I lovee loveee seeing you all here, like....yeah...been years here but....we are together in this, under the same sky, same site, same stories sometimes....
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Topggukietaetae

@SPACEbuntigy Yup! That's the thought. Live the moment, make the max out of it, we never know about the future.
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Topggukietaetae

@Popovkjk love you too darling. I literally love seeing all the familiar accounts becoz it tells me we all are growing togehter.
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abcdefz_143

Hey guys can you find tha story its a taekook story.
          
          V is a company ceo and Jungkook is a college student. Jungkook loves V so much that V and JK get engaged by their parents.He wants to be trusted. Jungkook wat to trust by v because he (v)has trust issues. Jungkook is waiting for V. V has a secretary named Myna. Or whatever. She is V's father's former secretary. She manipulated JK because she was pregnant with V's child. JK couldn't take it anymore because he thought Maiya was V's ex-girlfriend.. JK couldn't take it anymore because it seemed to JK that Maiya was V's ex-girlfriend. So he went to JHope's house. JHope was V's cousin, He treats JK like a younger brother. V went to JHope's house to talk. JK told to v "I can't, take it anymore" he said. JK told V, "I'm always waiting, but you can't understand me. So I can't wait for love anymore. Your free for me.
          
          That's all I read because I couldn't find that story anymore.
          
          Also sorry for my poor English

Boranusrat

I miss gentlemen alpha 

Boranusrat

@Topggukietaetae take your time... I thought you will stop writing it
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Topggukietaetae

@Boranusrat I am rereading it......i just.....want to write the next chaps.....to full satisfaction but i can;t find it hence it keeps deleting and rewriting....
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Topggukietaetae

Hi! I am here coz I got nowhere else to talk to and I needed a ....wider perspective. 
          
          Is it common to worry about your life and your family as you grow up? I really hate sleeping at night because where before I could just...think about something I liked...now, my mind is filled with 'what ifs' what if something happened to me and...what then? Will my father be able to hold everything together when he is already scattering away? Will my mother be able to or my brother who is still too small? What if I don't wake up tmrw? What if something's is wrong with me and I don't know? 
          
          I hate my mind and I wish I could ditch sleep but I can't because that won't be healthy too. I just hope, wish, this is just a phase and it would go by. Because I can't have it on my mind all the time and function properly....I really hope its not a rare occurrence. 
          
          Before I would read books till late and by the time I am sleeping...I am too sleepy and filled with good thoughts to think about such things but now I can't have that and its ugly.

Topggukietaetae

@iceblocker96 Tbh....I really love characterizing myself from a third pov....it...gives life a new angle, makes it more interesting and Yes! Like you said, a new arc! A new achivement under my belt!!!! Lets live this life to full. I lovee loveee seeing you all here, like....yeah...been years here but....we are together in this, under the same sky, same site, same stories sometimes....
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Topggukietaetae

@SPACEbuntigy Yup! That's the thought. Live the moment, make the max out of it, we never know about the future.
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Topggukietaetae

@Popovkjk love you too darling. I literally love seeing all the familiar accounts becoz it tells me we all are growing togehter.
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Topggukietaetae

What's a socialll feed??? i can barely handle insta....what's this??? what do i do about it? why is it telling me who added what books to their reading list????? I am still debating what to do with whatsapp's "add your tag" option...

Topggukietaetae

@cinnamonRoll026 Then I know I am not the only one aging here.
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Topggukietaetae

@zeta_epsilon IKR! I looked at it and went....now how do I install this new feature in my mind? And I saw yours too! I wonder what wattpad thinks to install these new features.
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cinnamonRoll026

@Topggukietaetae lmao same here ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
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Topggukietaetae

I write two chapters....two.....and suddenly this app throws me out of the orange gate and be like, "Be in your lane, lady!"
          
          I-....what? It starts glitching and I keep getting logged in and logged out!??!

zeta_epsilon

@Topggukietaetae okay. I'll try it. Thanks :) 
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Topggukietaetae

@zeta_epsilon if you reopen nd it doesn't show, try clicking that three dot by the corner of the writing page, it has revision option... click it nd view your last revision draft it saved then restore it, it might help!! It did to me!!!
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zeta_epsilon

@Topggukietaetae same here and most of the time it doesn't save the work
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Popovkjk

Gwaddd authornim what in the heaven is 
          Claws in kitty book
          I was literally searching something fluffy which should not be fluffy 
          Wht i mean is this book hehe

Popovkjk

@Popovkjk ohhhhhh gwaddddd i cant waitttttt!!!!!
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Topggukietaetae

@Popovkjk hmmmmm I just wrote 7 chaps of the next book in that series nd I assure u jimin needs to be paid for how much that man is suffering. 
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