Hi! this is a farewell message. : <
This is tora/tourielle/ thoru or whatever pen names and nicknames i have. This is too hard for me and i'm crying, but i feel a sense of duty to post this so my readers who might be waiting for me to write again, do not have to wait anymore. Some of my followers who were following me from the very start know i started this account because i was too sad, i had no one or nothing to hold on to, i thought everyone hated me, I was alone and depraved of any type of affection. But I found Tokyo Revengers, it is ironic to hold onto something that doesn't even exist at all, but i held on to it and then decided that i wanted to write fanfics. After months of indescribable sadness, i decided to go to therapy, i found out i have a Depressive disorder, general anxiety, and probably more, which explained why it was hard for me to build relationships and made me think everyone was against me.
After months of therapy, i got better and happier and started writing again, but i couldn't do it anymore, partly because my priorities in life changed. I'm older now, i have to work to pay my bills and for my therapy of course.
My time here is one of the best times of my life, reading comments and feedback makes my heart flutter. One time this sweet reader sent me an entry of her diary with part of my book in it, i slept smiling, i'd probably frame it or think of it from time to time until i was too old. To the friends i gained here, to the other one who promised to invite me to her wedding, don't forget haha, and to the rest, i wish you all the best, i'll root for all of you.<333 To my readers, go for your dreams and take care of yourselves, okay? <33
The last things I want is for that Ran ff is to get published under my name, when i get rich, i'll publish it haha.
You can still leave messages or talk to me on my wattpad dms, or ig or tiktok, but i can't guarantee to reply from time to time.
tiger signing off <3333
