Should I kill my self?

It surprisingly doesn't hurt as much as I thought being stated by a knife

I finally posted all of my story, I compleatly forgot that I was putting it on here, so thats wy it took so long to do. Also my mental state hasnt gotten any better, I reacently found out that I fit all the symptomes of clinical depression, and because of that, now I know why my back has been hurting for so long for no reason.

And my name on Vegas Infinite is.
          Real user name, Pucky_baby_yeah
          Display name, Power Monster
          Profile picture is a man holding a Fifty Caliber bullet

Also, if any of you guys have Vegas Infant, friend me so we can play, because I play on there a decent amount, so if you want to play with me, the game link is,
          https://store.steampowered.com/app/886250/Vegas_Infinite_by_PokerStars/

Sorry if I'm not doing anything on Wattpad right now, my phone locked me out of it so now no matter what I can't use it for a while, and I'm pretty hoked up on my story, I have to finish it by the dead line and that's stressing me out, I also have a life outside of Wattpad so I have family issues as well, cutting my time one  Wattpad down, I also have friends that I like to have fun with to cool down and release stress, I'm also really hooked on my new game cult of the lamb, so that's also reducing the time I spend on Wattpad.

I published the fist bits of my story

I'm going to be posting a story on here that I'm working on in LA right now.

Are you ok

It was nice while it lasted:)

Good bye my friends. You will probably be hearing from my dad soon.