When your are socially awkward and depressed and need help in life and then find out your bi but you put everyone above yourself and when someone asks are you OK you always say, "no I'm fine but is there anything you need help with?" Knowing that you're slowly breaking down but you keep up your walls so no one finds out and if the get suspicious then you play it off, and you can't turn to your family cause then they'll start saying your faking or there's nothing wrong with you and they're super christian so they might disown you for liking your gender.
Yea that's totally not me /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~