TorturedSwiftie13

Recovery is day by day 
          	Yet feels like slowly every bruise on your body is healing

TorturedSwiftie13

Dear Wattpad,
          As many of you known I’ve gone through many Many accounts so many of you forget who I am and what I do . Many of you haven’t heard from me in a long , long time . I don’t talk to any one here anymore as it seems . But that is for a reason , a reason I’ve always tried to express and show but have never faced justice for . A situation that I lost so many followers , so much drama , many friends , and overall I was bullied out of the website I found to be home . So much pain I faced due to this situation.
          
          
          In 2021 , I was sexually assaulted, emotionally , and psychologically abused by another wattpad creator . I was groomed by this creator and went from a small happy wattpad creator to a disgraced and pitiful  creator . While my abuser  thrived and even had taken my friends and followers , I went through hell . Because I couldn’t show evidence, no one believed me . Because I was a stupid and bad person who lied so much and had problematic behavior , I was turned away . 
          
          Because of my abuser controlling the image , I was turned away . They deleted so many of our messages we held on telegram ,celebrated the removal of dms on wattpad which to them they claimed was “ due to harassment being shut down “ when in reality it was so I had no evidence now . all of my evidence, ways to get justice , gone . And because people sided with him and praised him , they claimed even if I did show evidence it was probably fake . So even if I tried to speak up , I would be labeled a liar . No matter how much I may have tried to prove my abuse .
          
           Long story short , I have been in a four year spiral , they haven’t felt an ounce of pain I’ve been through in those four years . 
          
          And to everyone who had contributed to the abuse , harassment , cancellation of me . I hate you .
          
          I will never forgive you . I hope you have to live with that . 
          
          And my abuser , @/Alek_Akhenate
          I may not get support but I hope u know I never forgot .

TorturedSwiftie13

I have no problem addressing any questions or concerns . I will provide all the details necessary
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TorturedSwiftie13

I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long , I went into an extensive mental health facility

TorturedSwiftie13

@Crazedjr thank u very much ! It wasn’t bad just very  boring lmao . I think the thing I missed the most was social media lmao
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Crazedjr

hope you're doing okay !!
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