TotallyNotDenis

I’m gonna be a lot less active on here, I met a lot of the people I follow from my jokes and so on but as I got older I realised I don’t need to make jokes and be funny for people to like me, back then I used to use jokes as a coping mechanism, I wasn’t really doing well there was alot of things I had that weren’t going well for me and I kinda built another person that was completely different to me yk recently I’ve been feeling more myself and not have to act like who I’m not, I’m not that funny tbh most of the time I don’t even mean to look, I’m an introverted teen trying their best and that makes me feel so good I’d like to thank @dat_person00 who’s legit amazing (one of the first people I actually started acting my normal self around ily pookie) who I met on here (Dw I’ll still message u every day we will meet. Someday.) but I feel being less active on here will just be something that feels better for me, who knows I could come back at some point, I’m just gonna sit back and watch what’s happening yk I enjoy reading people’s stuff and I still will do that but you just wont know I was there 
          	A bit cringe but gonna leave w some lyrics from my favourite song atm (like imagine I’m walking away into the background or sm idk it’s just symbolism okay?) 
          	
          	I never conquered, rarely came
          	Tomorrow holds such better days
          	Days when I can still feel alive
          	When I can't wait to get outside
          	The world is wide, the time goes by
          	The tour is over, I've survived
          	I can't wait 'til I get home
          	To pass the time in my room alone
          	
          	(It’s cringe af ik I’m sorry but it’s just a note to leave on not a good one not the worst one just a note)
          	Last you will probs see if me for a bit is (of anyone does) reply to this post
          	
          	-TotallyNotDenis (Ella)

dat_person00

BRO I JUST READ THIS AGAIN ONG I ALMOST CRIED
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TotallyNotDenis

@-Williamsbitch- IT JUST SEEMS LIKE THE TIME
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TotallyNotDenis

I’m gonna be a lot less active on here, I met a lot of the people I follow from my jokes and so on but as I got older I realised I don’t need to make jokes and be funny for people to like me, back then I used to use jokes as a coping mechanism, I wasn’t really doing well there was alot of things I had that weren’t going well for me and I kinda built another person that was completely different to me yk recently I’ve been feeling more myself and not have to act like who I’m not, I’m not that funny tbh most of the time I don’t even mean to look, I’m an introverted teen trying their best and that makes me feel so good I’d like to thank @dat_person00 who’s legit amazing (one of the first people I actually started acting my normal self around ily pookie) who I met on here (Dw I’ll still message u every day we will meet. Someday.) but I feel being less active on here will just be something that feels better for me, who knows I could come back at some point, I’m just gonna sit back and watch what’s happening yk I enjoy reading people’s stuff and I still will do that but you just wont know I was there 
          A bit cringe but gonna leave w some lyrics from my favourite song atm (like imagine I’m walking away into the background or sm idk it’s just symbolism okay?) 
          
          I never conquered, rarely came
          Tomorrow holds such better days
          Days when I can still feel alive
          When I can't wait to get outside
          The world is wide, the time goes by
          The tour is over, I've survived
          I can't wait 'til I get home
          To pass the time in my room alone
          
          (It’s cringe af ik I’m sorry but it’s just a note to leave on not a good one not the worst one just a note)
          Last you will probs see if me for a bit is (of anyone does) reply to this post
          
          -TotallyNotDenis (Ella)

dat_person00

BRO I JUST READ THIS AGAIN ONG I ALMOST CRIED
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TotallyNotDenis

@-Williamsbitch- IT JUST SEEMS LIKE THE TIME
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TotallyNotDenis

Someone told me that people don’t like me bc I’m more confident than them all, should I be offended or take it as a compliment? 

TotallyNotDenis

Losing matpat is like losing an old childhood friend. I can’t believe there is only 9 more videos 

TotallyNotDenis

@TOOTSIEPOP12345 same I was not ready for that yesterday D:
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TOOTSIEPOP12345

@TotallyNotDenis exactly. I saw it in the first 45 minutes and it made me have a meltdown.
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TotallyNotDenis

A.D.I.D.A.S more like I.N.D.A.S because I’m no simp *rolling eyes emoji* 

TotallyNotDenis

@dat_person00 that’s actually so sad
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dat_person00

@TotallyNotDenis no one understands your joke
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