Totallynormal72

...Im trying to NOT be the type who checks out new animes before finishing old ones (because im already lazy enough) but... i wanna watch the promised neverland so badddddddd and tokyo ghoullllll

Totallynormal24

@Totallynormal72 kk ill try to find them
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redd5adbutterflies

@redd5adbutterflies i read the manga and watched the anime btw xd
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redd5adbutterflies

@Totallynormal72 u should read the manga when u finished tpn season 1 if u havent already read it(im not saying its bad to watch the aime or anything its just that the anime took so many things out from the manga that its almost sad to watch the anime as a manga reader)
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Totallynormal24

If you are seeing this then id have to say this is my emergency count, i was being stupid and logged out when i forgot my password, and i sent the recovery gmail accidently to the friend who never checks her gmail so...Yay....
          I wont update any stories till im back on my old account, i apologize and hope to see you soon.

redd5adbutterflies

@ Totallynormal24  yeah i did i was ✨crying✨ when i remembered the pw
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Totallynormal24

@redd5adbutterflies f Did. Remember ur password eventually?
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redd5adbutterflies

@Totallynormal24 this happened to me like 5 times *crying teakettle noises*
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Totallynormal72

...Im trying to NOT be the type who checks out new animes before finishing old ones (because im already lazy enough) but... i wanna watch the promised neverland so badddddddd and tokyo ghoullllll

Totallynormal24

@Totallynormal72 kk ill try to find them
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redd5adbutterflies

@redd5adbutterflies i read the manga and watched the anime btw xd
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redd5adbutterflies

@Totallynormal72 u should read the manga when u finished tpn season 1 if u havent already read it(im not saying its bad to watch the aime or anything its just that the anime took so many things out from the manga that its almost sad to watch the anime as a manga reader)
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Totallynormal72

Okayy!! I think im dying... for some reason i dont feel like watching anime... someone pls send help

Yuika_nomara

@ Totallynormal72  ah Ik what cha mean. It's the time where you slowly back away more and more from anime. Some get back to there obsession and some keep the distance. I went through that 2 mate. Dun worry about it, it will sort itself out! UwU
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Totallynormal72

OKAY!! Im doing the thing where i just type down my problems, pls do not read but if you for some reason need to then sure, pls do not get offended if so...
          I hate this world, i hate my family, honestly i just want to die I need someone who can understand me, the only thing that keeps me going is mafumafus music, wattpad, anime and chatting with people on wattpad, i just found out im pansexual and i dont know what to do, i feel like running away from home, my friends are either fake or about to leave me, i have a crush on another girl and she might hate me, i wish i could just talk to people without sugarcoating everything or being judged, i wish my friends could realize im human too, i cant stand keeping everything within me, everytime im in pain i tell myself to deal with it and that anime characters have felt worse and that helps, I kinda just want to die, i wish i could just speak to anime characters at least once, i wish i could cry alone without everyone giving me their empty pity, i rarely get alone time, at home my brother always barges in, at school one of my other friends will start questioning me and assume i hate her before talking about me behind my back, i wish i could cry alone and let it out but i feel like something is holding me back, i have to wait a few weeks before i can speak to a counciller but idk if it’ll work out, these days and for the whole past year ive been feeling empty, sometimes i ask why im laughing when im not happy, my parents feel distant and they’re always at work, my sister has moved out and i rarely got to see her since she was always in high school then college and now she’s in another city, my oldest brother rarely talks to me and when we do talk we’re always physically fighting, my other brother is busy isolating himself trying to deal with his own problems, everything feels like a dull dream and if i try to directly, in person talk to someone about

Yuika_nomara

@ Totallynormal72  and if you need it I'll listen, even if I don't say a word. It doesn't matter what or how much you tell me or how long you talk. Take your time mate! (:
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Yuika_nomara

@ Totallynormal72  I care. (:
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Totallynormal72

Oh yeah say happy b-day to my dad a day late!

Totallynormal72

@Silwerpaw thank u i wish i could tell him but then he’d ask about wattpad and y im chatting online...
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Coy_Cat

@Totallynormal72 Happy late birthday Ally's father
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Totallynormal72

Hiyaaaaaa ummmm... im bored so here is a question, what is your wattpad nickname?
          Mine is Seijō meaning ‘normal’

Totallynormal72

Oh weow, Bean?
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Yuika_nomara

My friends Sil and bean gave me that nickname, so cute! ^^
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Yuika_nomara

@ Totallynormal72  for me it's just Yu. Yu means brave, leader and gentle! ^^
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Totallynormal72

This cringe but...
          What does love feel like? Because when i like someone im just attracted to them (probs one sided) but people describe it as a warm bubbly feeling so...Wut?

Totallynormal72

I feel like im the youngest here
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Yuika_nomara

@ Totallynormal72  idk mate, never thought of it before. 
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Totallynormal72

@Silwerpaw  have you felt it before? And how can there really be ‘true, natural love’? Because if you like someone because of their personality isn’t that like logical, liking them because of their past experiences which have affected them?
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