Hey its nathan i have no other way to contact u and i need u. YOU. I cant find anything to calm me down when i want to hurt...physically. But u do help. Can u plz unblock me on your phone. Lately i have wanted to hurt myself a lot and worse too. The bullying is worse. Physical. It is partly my falt since i fight back but then saying those thing hurt. I really miss u spence(r). Im so sorry. Im not asking you to be my friend,im asking you to just try and talk to me when i want to hurt my self or possibly kill myself. I have had 3 panic attacks in the past week and one of them was in front of the. Health class. And my legs, have become a home for my scars. You do NOT have to unblock me if u dont want to. 100% ur choice. Just tell me no over watt pad or yes over text. Im really sorry for everything. You did treat me well. I just didnt see eye to eye with you all the time. I wont be at school next year. Home school. So u dont have to worry about me bothering you. The panic attack in 7th period was about the stress of having no one to talk too. But mostly no you. No caden. You guys sit right in front of me and it hurt when you dont try and even say hi. I still love him and it makes it hurt even worse. You just have to say yes or no. I will stop everything at that. I am sorry. Plz answer even if its a no.
