Jesus Christ, guys, I am so very ashamed of starting projects and never finishing them. I promise I want to finish all of them, I really do. IDK, I think I've got ADHD or something, but honestly, my only coping mechanism here is cigarettes. I've never been to a therapist or a psychiatrist, but I'm so so sick of starting things and never finishing them, of having hyperfocus on something and giving up on it as soon as the hyperfocus goes away. I don't know what to do anymore.
My dream is to finish TMBTE, but honestly, every time I go back to it after a break, I realize IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH, and my stupid brain tells me to start all over again. And then, guess what? Hyperfocus goes away, and I'm left with yet another unfinished version of a project I care for so deeply. I'm really sorry for every reader who got their hands on a version of this project and never got the finished product. I'm really struggling here, and I really wish I could do better, both for myself and for the few readers I have.