ToxicP1nk

Jesus Christ, guys, I am so very ashamed of starting projects and never finishing them. I promise I want to finish all of them, I really do. IDK, I think I've got ADHD or something, but honestly, my only coping mechanism here is cigarettes. I've never been to a therapist or a psychiatrist, but I'm so so sick of starting things and never finishing them, of having hyperfocus on something and giving up on it as soon as the hyperfocus goes away. I don't know what to do anymore. 
          	
          	My dream is to finish TMBTE, but honestly, every time I go back to it after a break, I realize IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH, and my stupid brain tells me to start all over again. And then, guess what? Hyperfocus goes away, and I'm left with yet another unfinished version of a project I care for so deeply. I'm really sorry for every reader who got their hands on a version of this project and never got the finished product. I'm really struggling here, and I really wish I could do better, both for myself and for the few readers I have.

ToxicP1nk

Jesus Christ, guys, I am so very ashamed of starting projects and never finishing them. I promise I want to finish all of them, I really do. IDK, I think I've got ADHD or something, but honestly, my only coping mechanism here is cigarettes. I've never been to a therapist or a psychiatrist, but I'm so so sick of starting things and never finishing them, of having hyperfocus on something and giving up on it as soon as the hyperfocus goes away. I don't know what to do anymore. 
          
          My dream is to finish TMBTE, but honestly, every time I go back to it after a break, I realize IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH, and my stupid brain tells me to start all over again. And then, guess what? Hyperfocus goes away, and I'm left with yet another unfinished version of a project I care for so deeply. I'm really sorry for every reader who got their hands on a version of this project and never got the finished product. I'm really struggling here, and I really wish I could do better, both for myself and for the few readers I have.

ToxicP1nk

Hey everyone! I'm home! I've been home for like, almost a week, but I've been solving a few things for my college entry. Bear with me, yeah? I'll be back to writing ASAP, I just need to solve a few more things and get ahold of my schedule, WHICH THE GODDAMN COLLEGE INSTITUTION HAS NOT SENT YET. Yes, I'm a little nervous, but that's it. Love you, byeeeeeeeee

ToxicP1nk

Hey guys! Happy Holidays!
          
          I'm here to say that I did not forget about TMBTE. I tried posting this announcement a few days ago, before Christmas, but I don't know why, it didn't send. Well, it's alright.
          
          The thing is: I didn't like how the story was turning out, so I decided I wanted to have an overall plan for the story, and better wording. But I've been struggling with what happens next, you know? I want it to flow, I want it to be as natural as possible, but it's just not happening. So, I'll keep trying, and I'll come back asap, hopefully with good news and new chapters.

ToxicP1nk

Hiatus: alright, alright. It's that time of the year again. That time when I have to take a test that'll determine my whole future and yada yada yada. The next three weeks or so are gonna take a toll on me like usual. You know the drill, I'll vanish for a little while and try to come back as soon as possible, probably with some new works I really want to try. Wish me luck!

ToxicP1nk

Alright guys, I'm hoooooooome! I mean, not home home. A hotel.
          
          I JUST GOT BACK FROM A SLIPKNOT FESTIVAL. IT WAS AMAZING, GODS! UGH. I wish I could go again. I can't BELIEVE it's already over. It was amazing, it was perfect. Corey eyes were shining RED at the start, and I saw them on the stage from where I was! It was MAGICAL! AAAAAAAA

ToxicP1nk

I'm home. Actual home now. I still can't believe it's already over. I already miss the festival, and am looking forward to the next one. I hope they come back to Brazil soon.
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