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Random Stranger Things theory kinda !!
          
          Random, but I feel like Mike doesn't actually love Eleven romantically (or at least he thinks he does)
          And, yeah, I know they're a couple, and he says he can't live without her and all that jazz, but something just seems off
          He was young (11-13?) when he found Eleven, and she was the only girl who ever spared him a glance because he was a loser who got picked on (if I remember correctly) 
          I believe his love was solely based on that fact

Js learned I might not go to therapy anymore !!
          (I'm crying I hate ts)

Will Byers is literally me and it's not a good thing

Saw your post, please be okay, lil one
          
          Don't commit anything, it's not worth it

Today has been the fucking worst. 
          I learned one of my friends committed suicide, thought about my dog dying, my girlfriend left me, and my other boyfriend wanted to relapse. I can't deal with anything fucking else today. 
          I genuinely so close to trying to commit again; it's not even fucking funny. 

I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you through it, Zero.
          You were an amazing friend. 
          I could never hate you.
          I hope you're happier wherever you are now.
          You deserved better than what you were given, and I know you'll never see this. 
          Hell, you'll never be online again, but I miss you. A lot. Even if I just learned what happened today. 

Got a folder from my therapist to use
          The name Toby was on the front with an anger management log on the inside and it was never used
          Who is Toby
          What happened in his life
          Where is he now

Sobbing rn !!

Should I make a book where I write abt my dreams and let yall decide if I should make stories out of them 

HEYYYYY :3