travis p.

Gng guess what I found 

I remember once this like i wanna say 25 year old woman sent me a dm once and it was off her like torso in a bra and her face included and she like asked if I wanted to be her e-kittsn for money and she knew I was like 13 at the time and I aftually cried myself to sleep cause I felt so gross I lwk blocked hwr after she asked tho so like nothing haopened but it was an experience 

Life is too short I will drink, probably do smth with nic, and probably smoke weed at LEAST once before I die otherwise what's the gyatt damn point y'all feel me

The urge to rebrand even tho I've been playing as Travis since the beginning and that'd throw off my wholw fucking brand

I randomly remembered this scene of an anime I forgot the name of but this tsundere was getting mad at the mc and she took out a bazooka and literally launched his ass off the building
          This wasn't even like a fantasy this js looked like your average romance anime

agoldtilsryksrhkDnhDhzrjzf I have a teeriblw rickfing headaceh somebdoy kill me now anwyastd I wish one hwryaark wasn't discontinued I love it sm too bad yeh creator was like fucking docxed and shit I miss bwing excited for the nwxt iplaods

Hii, do you remember me?

Stupid ramble
          
          
          Will Byers from SPECIFICALLY One Wheat Mark IS me, dude. I relate to the actual Will, too, but I resonate SO much with the OWM version. He perfectly describes how I was with my toxic ex: I HATED him and wanted him dead; I wanted him to genuinely experience torture by my own hand or somebody else's for everything I had to deal with, but, at the same time, anytime I was given affection by him, I just turned into a lovesick dog. I immediately just loved him, craved his validation, craved HIM. I would try my best to not make him hate me in any way, and sometimes I'd just snap. But, eventually, I always just turned into a dog again and hoped he'd turn out better the next day. I'd just hold onto every scrap of affection and prayed it meant something. Sorry I'm yapping — I just had to get that off my chest ('ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

I lwk forgot I had a presence here whoops how y'all doing tho :broken_heart: surprisingly alive and 339 days/11 months and 4 days clean!!! :333

I remember I once watched a 15-25 minute video about a guy dipping his balls in random sauces and shit to test the theory that you could taste through them
          (No his balls weren't actually on camera but the fucking sauce had the imprint marks and everything )