this message may be offensive
Dear past me , you are not the things people told you you were. And I wish I could've told you that, eating was okay to do, you messed up your body. Terribly. You've had countless of surgeries in the past year. Your going to grow, and have a beautiful body if you know what I'm sayin. (; Someone will love you someday. I promise, wether it who you want it to be , I promise one day you're going to fall into a deep love and they're going to love you back. Regardless. You weren't put on this earth to just be used by people who need a quick 'pick me up' when things go wrong.
I wish you would've fought for what you wanted and said fuck you to anyone who made you feel less then worth it. Cause I am. I am worth it , I'm not the things people tell me, or say about me. Because frankly, they don't know the half of me. They just think they do.
-Love me now. These are all the things I wish someone would have told you. But no one cares enough in this heartless world.