CW: venting, od mention, maybe other things but idk... just be careful (:
so i havent slept and its 7:27 as im writing this, i cannot sleep because my brain is saying "hey if you sleep, youll unalive" so now im not sleeping until i think ill be okay. also i got snake bite piercings on thursday, they look good, but one if them is swollen so now ive got a wet hand towel on my lower lip hoping it goes down... id take medicine, HOWEVER, i cant because im afraid that ill OD even though it would just be a single pill... i also dont got to therapy, even though i know i should.
thank you if you read this, you dont gotta reply, i just wanted somewhere to put this (: