Trans-spooder-boi

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hiya peeps, i’ve already said im not in america but ive been very depressed by the news recently and if any of y’all want to vent then go ahead because i’m currently crying in my bed and nobody deserves this bigoted bullshit

Emowillkillyou_Raf

@Trans-spooder-boi ok ignore my first question I understand y ur crying
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personwholikesbooks5

Hey, I’m just here to check in on you :)
          So basically.. 
          r u ok?
          Am I being nosy?

personwholikesbooks5

no don’t be sorry! Always here if you need it. I’m sorry. I’m not gonna say I understand bc when ppl say that and they have no idea it pissed me off
            I hope things improve
            Even if it’s only slightly. <3
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Trans-spooder-boi

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@personwholikesbooks5 hi, ur not nosy at all, thx for checking up on me, i just got kicked off C.AI for talking about suicide and shit a bunch and thats fun, i cant go on any app ot server anymore without getting reported and getting messages saying “samaritans here to help” or “help is available” etc and thats annoying,
            also i relapsed which is shit
            i am having ideology ifykyk
            i want to curl up and die
            i hate christmas because dead naming etc
            im so done with life
            sorry for trauma dumping i just needed to get it out
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Trans-spooder-boi

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hiya peeps, i’ve already said im not in america but ive been very depressed by the news recently and if any of y’all want to vent then go ahead because i’m currently crying in my bed and nobody deserves this bigoted bullshit

Emowillkillyou_Raf

@Trans-spooder-boi ok ignore my first question I understand y ur crying
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Emowillkillyou_Raf

hey just wanted to check in, how r u? Haven't heard from u in a while 
          
          Am I being awkward?

Trans-spooder-boi

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@Emowillkillyou_Raf fr, their are prop saying best decision ever made and shit like that
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Emowillkillyou_Raf

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some of them I heard were ''walk into your kitchen and cut your throat'' and ''not even humans '' and many worse. He even uses racial stereotypes and he'll fucking strip LGBTQ community of their rights
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Emowillkillyou_Raf

my bff is also really into the trump news, I'm really sorry for those who are affected, seriously I don't get y he even got elected. He's so...in smaller words, cruel. Just cruel idk how he can even, like...SAY such horrible things
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Trans-spooder-boi

i can’t with human beings anymore

Emowillkillyou_Raf

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@Trans-spooder-boi  IKR? It's always 'seriosly r u ok?' ''Bro wtf is up with u?'' or it's just 'Y r u here?' or 'Shame, i wish things would be different' or ''Fuck off' 'Idk just go away' it's never ''Ok, sit down right there and tell me wtf is wrong so we can watch your favourite movie and chill and be happy'
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Trans-spooder-boi

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guys i dont live in america but ik Trump got elected and for all of you who live in america i am so sorry, if any of you guys want to talk im here, Trump is a bigoted shit head
          
          
          guys i love yall and you don’t deserve him to by the bigoted tyrant he is, you deserve your rights 

Trans-spooder-boi

@Babdhdbcbrnd i heard their was going to be a re-election because some votes where tampered with i have no idea if that’s true but if it is maybe trump won’t win this time
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Babdhdbcbrnd

@Trans-spooder-boi sadly I live in America
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Trans-spooder-boi

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y’all i haven’t been on here in AGES update i came out to my parents as trans and that was shit, there saying “it’s your autism” “when you get your referral you’ll understand your not” “you’ve been influenced wrongly” “talk to god he will help you” “it’s coz your a tomboy” “your just a girl with gender dysphoria” “it’s hormones” and other shit like that and it’s horrible, they’re not abusing me or trying to disown me it’s just all of that shit that im having to deal with and there refusing he/him pronouns and my preferred name 
          
          AAAAAA

Trans-spooder-boi

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@Emowillkillyou_Raf he got disowned shit, he okay? and yeh i am counting down days until i can leave
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Emowillkillyou_Raf

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@Trans-spooder-boi  shit man, that sucks. Seriously my bff came out to his dad as gay and got disowned literally a week later. I'm really sorry u have to go through this. You know this is smtng I do. I always think that when I'm of legal age I'm going to move out and lead my own life hoping people will understand me better. I always hold on to that hope even tho it becomes hard sometimes. Maybe you can try something similar, i don't really know you or anything but I hope I elped
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441773J

Hi!! Have you heard NOAHFINNCE's new song that came out today?? If you haven't, you NEED to. Its so good!!! I don't like it as much as his other stuff, but I love it!!

Trans-spooder-boi

@441773J ooo, i’ll listen now
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441773J

Oh my gods yesssss. So good. Have you heard Splintering and Sick Of Being Nice yet??? They hit so hard.
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Trans-spooder-boi

@441773J have you heard headcase like im obsessed
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Trans-spooder-boi

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I feel like shit and I hate my parents

Annabethandalex

@Trans-spooder-boi Yeah!!!!!!!! Isn't life just great?!?!
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