I hate being at my dad's house, I love my dad but I can't stand the room I have at his house, it's dirty and has been collecting trash and dirty clothes have been piling up but I can't sit down and clean it because I get distracted or I get overwhelmed and instead of my dad helping me he just yells at me and i feel like a stupid, selfish, entitle brat but I genuinely need help and the most "help" anyone has ever offered is taking medication but I don't want to take medication and I want to go back to my mom's