Aww youre the most perfect smol bean ive ever "met" im so sorry youve beem goibg through rhese things, just know that youre not alone, ive been having problems with my anxiety too, and i habe a lil depression in me, i only smile in REALLY good moments but wattpad and music have helped me TREMENDOUSLY :) i wish you all the best, i will pray for you. Im truly honored to be one pf the reasons youre writing this book :)) stay alive fren, its worth it |-/