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Im gonna be honest here, idk what am I doing anymore.
Lately things have been, good and terrible for me. My life seems like it going up hill but also feels it going down hill, I'm struggling to figure out who I am, I lost a friend months ago but her death still affects me, I'm entering a difficult stage of my life and school, and everything feels too much.
I have so many friends and family support but I feel like im weighting them down and it just, a constant cycle of me being happy and then sad later on. Plus my sleeping schedule is shit man, im currently typing this at 3:20 am.. idk man, i have therapy coming up next month but I feel like shit.
Beside all of this, it will take me weeks to months to upload anything, im trying to pass this damn stage of my life but I wanted to update you guys on how everything is going.