Trash61

YALL CHECK THE QNA POST I DID, I UPDATED IT

Trash61

UPDATE: 
          
          GOOD NEWS, I HAVE ART COMING SOON :D and im trying to make a social media on Instagram + tiktok soon! so not only my art will in wattpad + YouTube, it would be there too! :D 
          
          Also. I have professional help now, I have therapy this month soon and then we will see how my progress go afterwards! :D 
          
          Oh! And the story is being work on too rn :3 

Trash61

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Im gonna be honest here, idk what am I doing anymore.
          
          Lately things have been, good and terrible for me. My life seems like it going up hill but also feels it going down hill, I'm struggling to figure out who I am, I lost a friend months ago but her death still affects me, I'm entering a difficult stage of my life and school, and everything feels too much. 
          
          I have so many friends and family support but I feel like im weighting them down and it just, a constant cycle of me being happy and then sad later on. Plus my sleeping schedule is shit man, im currently typing this at 3:20 am.. idk man, i have therapy coming up next month but I feel like shit.
          
          Beside all of this, it will take me weeks to months to upload anything, im trying to pass this damn stage of my life but I wanted to update you guys on how everything is going. 

Trash61

@woodcrawler437 Thank you. You don't know how much I needed to hear this. 
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woodcrawler437

@Trash61 mental health isn't linear, and I'm glad you're getting the help you needs. I'm so sorry for your loss, and please don't rush yourself to move on. Grief and mourning can take years, and beating yourself up over not doing it the "right way" is only going to make things worse for you. I can promise you don't weigh your friends and family down, they support you because they love you and they wouldn't do it if they didn't love you and didn't want to. Take care of yourself before taking care of your online accounts, you're a person, not a content machine. Take care sleepy <3
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