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@LadyDustBerry4 Hi?

What I’m trying to say is that, if you need any-flipping-thing, just ask. If it in code, not in code, direct, sugarcoated, what ever. As long as you are not bottling up your emotions. Please, I know it’s selfish of me to ask. I sorry about that. But please try, at least once just so you can let out at least some of them. 
            
            Have a good day, and if you need, P.M. me. I’ll be there. (As long it’s not durning school, sorry I can not respond durning school. Sorry) 

Tree, I know you probably herd this a lot before. But I would like to tell you that if you are scared of speaking out about how you feel, scared about how others will react, scared about loving someone, or getting to close to a person just for them to push you away. You will be trapped with/in all of your emotions. They will eat you up, from the inside, out. Just crawling at you self-esteem and skin. Making it so that you start to feel like you are nothing, a bottom feeder, a waste of space, etc. I know this, cause I was there before. And it sucks. 
            So if you need a pick me up, a friend, etc. or even just a person to tell all of their secrets to. I can be there. No, WE can be there. The people you trust on here. Which might sound stupid, which it probably is. But if there is no one irl to help, then talk to people online. That’s one thing I can say about that. Which might just be another group of words to you. I don’t mind. As long as you know that if you were to go, disappear, die, etc. you will be missed. Some people might be like,’oh well, they’re gone.’ But there will still be people that will sob, be upset, feel a void from you not being there. You will be missed. No matter what people say. WE LOVE YOU! Some platonically, some real love love, some as a friend, some as a sibling. And so much more. 
            
            And if you are scared of death. Then don’t think about it. Think about all of the stuff that makes you happy. Like cats, nature, art, books, ships, what ever to get your mind away from that stuff. If it takes reading 50 billion fanfics to get away from those stuff, then do it. 

@twins-rule Haha, thats really cute. Thank you for that one ^^
            I really needed something like that to lighten my day.

@AltheeChann Literally my mood today-
            Ima either choke someone out or run into traffic. Either way someone's gonna die.

@TreeulaVine lol me too

OK, so, my bf started high school and now we basically dont talk and thats causeing me stress and is shutting down my feelings for him and thats pissing me off cause i really do love him. Now theres a guy irl that i might have a crush on and i feel like crap for it cause again i love my bf more than anything in this life but with so much ime not talking and expressing how much i love him my feelings shut down cause thats just how my body and mind handles such a thing due to past experiece. So yeah, im kinda really not ok and i just wish my heart would decide on a guy so i can stop feeling like shiz, and i really hope that fate keeps me and my bf together

@TreeulaVine ya sure. I might find inspiration in one of them

@TreeulaVine Sure.. *hug*

If you have amino then that's the absolute easiest way to send it to me. However I think if you send it to me in a direct message on here then I'll see it. 

@Potato_Fagot Not a problem! I always follow back.