Martyrdom.

And here it comes again. 

Almost 6 am and still can't sleep. Fucking hate morning light. 

Broken promises left to mend, burning the candle at both ends.

So close, no matter how far
          Couldn't be much more from the heart
          Forever trusting who we are
          And nothing else matters
          Never opened myself this way
          Life is ours, we live it our way
          All these words I don't just say
          And nothing else matters
          Trust I seek and I find in you
          Every day for us something new
          Open mind for a different view
          And nothing else matters
          Never cared for what they do
          Never cared for what they know
          But I know
          So close, no matter how far
          Couldn't be much more from the heart
          Forever trusting who we are
          And nothing else matters

I’ve got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train
          
          If you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same
          
          We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain

I'm a loser baby, so why don't ya kill me?

You've got my back against the wall,
          You've got my hands around your throat.
          Now watch the blood drip down your mouth.
          You said, "let's dance."
          Begging for mercy, but no body heard me.
          I so tried to stop this,
          But just couldn't help it.

Do you remember the letter I wrote?
          Just try to read it after I've slit your throat.
          Everyone will have forgotten you. 
          You were such a waste of life.
          How can you sleep at night without me by your side?
          Did you ever realize how hard I tried?
          I never thought things would get this bad.
          So I guess it all comes down to,
          My knife,
          And the chair you're bound to.
          In your last fucking moment, look me straight in the eyes.
          You're the one who chose this, shut your mouth, save your lies.
          You were such a waste of time.

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