~Tricia~

Discord mayseventhtwentysixteen 

@TriciaPorter558
          *Grabs your hair gently and rubs against you*

babyy I miss you 

You alright?

@rockerinthehorizon heyy

Hyy
          

Hey guys .. I'm back for a little bit but I'm on website and idk how to pm please help . Love you guys

Mama

So I just got into a huge ass fight with my parents . 
          I feel bad because I said somethings that just kinda slipped out but they weren't supposed to hear them at all . 
          
          I told them I didn't want to be here . My step dad took it as I didn't want to be with them . That's not what I ment at all i ment as I just don't want to be here in general.  
          They took it the wrong way and now it's my fault for saying something that I ment just they took it personally.  
          
          I ment it as this . 
          Obviously  I'm suffering  from depression  I know this but they don't because I'm all happy around people . But I do have my days more like thoughts at night alot  and I can't seem to keep them away from long. I feel like I'm drowning and I know how to swim I just can't seem to keep my head up from the water long enough to breathe .  
          
          I'm struggling  as a friend,  as a sister,  as a student , as a daughter  mostly . The worst part of all this is I've been keeping a big secret from my mom . My mom in a way is my best friend and I don't know how I'm going to tell her this . I can't seem to because she seemed so happy when she thought I didn't do this big thing . But I did and I feel like I've failed her by not telling her because this secret  is mainly why I'm so sad because I regret  the choice so much that it haunts me evey damn day I'm wake and even when I fall asleep . I'm lost and I don't know what to do at this moment  .

* bunny hopped around the garden, picking flowers for you*
          
          Bun_Bun got chus flowers :3