Trico_Bravelle

POSITIVITY POST
          	
          	You are special and you are worth it! Say 5 things you love about yourself and then put this on 15 of your friends message boards!
          	
          	1: I love my singing voice
          	2: I love my eyes
          	3: I love my personality
          	4: I love my hair
          	5: I love how weird I am
          	
          	

Trico_Bravelle

POSITIVITY POST
          
          You are special and you are worth it! Say 5 things you love about yourself and then put this on 15 of your friends message boards!
          
          1: I love my singing voice
          2: I love my eyes
          3: I love my personality
          4: I love my hair
          5: I love how weird I am
          
          

Trico_Bravelle

I do want to say that I am devastated that Be More Chill is doing their last show on August 11. It pains me and I know it pains a lot of other people too. I just want to say that this Musical has prevented me from taking my life. I was super mentally unstable and I was actually enjoying the idea of dying. Then, I found Be More Chill two years ago and it changed my life! I haven’t touched my wrists, I haven’t looked off a bridge, and I definitely have felt my entire life lighten up. Even my friend noticed. Yes it hurts that they are closing but I have to remind myself and others that, even though it might feel like they are leaving, they are still right here. That, even though they aren’t doing the show, they are still moving forward and doing new projects! We were the ones who brought them to Broadway! We were the ones who helped them have two albums! We are a family and nothing is going to shake that! I love everyone and maybe a lot of people won’t read this...but just know, when we get knocked down, we get right back up!

Trico_Bravelle

It’s 3:30 AM where I am right now...and I woke up two hours ago because of a horrible cramp in my lower right leg....so that’s cool...how are you?

Trico_Bravelle

I don’t doubt it lol thanks! I like tomatoes! Lol 
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kermitkazoo

Sounds weird, I know, but it's cause you lack nutrients
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kermitkazoo

@Trico_Bravelle you need to eat tomatoes lmao
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Trico_Bravelle

Soooo I actually wish I could be dead...I’ve messed up my entire life because of procrastination and my parents keep telling me that I need to just do my work (because I’m homeschooled) and I just keep pushing it off...I’m going to be an adult in two years...what am I supposed to do? I’m not gonna be able to do anything because I’ve ruined everything! I want to do my work but I physically can’t put my mind to do it! I’m just lost right now and, to be honest, kind of terrified...sorry I just needed to vent...

Trico_Bravelle

That’s a good idea! Thanks a lot! Yeah school is really stressful lol
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kermitkazoo

Then I kinda just start reading and try my best to concentrate and to make sure I get things done, I tend to start with whatever's stressing me the most. But sometimes starting off with easy things help a lot
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kermitkazoo

@Trico_Bravelle ohmygod this happens to me all the time, I usually have a really hard time to actually start working, but I have a small trick that usually helps me get in the mood for work. So, here it goes: comfort food. I usually make myself some tea (or something to eat), then I sit down as far away from the TV and other distractions as possible (if you have to use your phone or computer make sure to close all other tabs) and then I play studying music, but if I notice I'm drifting from actually finding a good playlist and start doing sth else on my phone I just shut it off completely
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Trico_Bravelle

So next week and the week after that I’m going to be at a place with hardly any service...(I know sad isn’t it?) so I just wanted to let everyone know that if I’m absent for a bit, that’s why! Thank you to everyone that has made my life better by being my friend on here...I’ve never really had any irl friends (except like 2) and it brightens my day when I get on here and I’m conversing with people! So thanks again! I’ve never felt happier in my life!

kermitkazoo

@Trico_Bravelle have a good time over there, dude :)
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Trico_Bravelle

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT! I’m not LGBTQ+ but I have friends who are...I’m proud to call myself an Allie and I hate when people like the person they talk about in this story says horrible stuff about it...PLEASE READ THIS FOR YOUR OWN SAFETY! This book isn’t mine I’m just sharing it...PLEASE KEEP SHARING IT SO PEOPLE CAN BE WARNED!! Thank you
          https://my.w.tt/i424yXglyW

Trico_Bravelle

I know right?! It makes me so upset!
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kermitkazoo

@Trico_Bravelle oh, man, this is awful what a bitchh
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