To future me if you ever see this, because I imagine you and rhys will be settling down at some point and you might be busy with a family. god i hope you’re still with rhys, i know he’s got a lot of problems and there are far more attractive taller men out there but he is such a kind soul and he cares about you and he honestly needs you. But that aside you’re a strong intelligent woman you deserve only the best in life, and i know no matter what happens to you you will persevere. Even if people leave you you are worthy of love. And because you are worthy of it love can never be taken from you it will find you. I agree with 15 year old us, keep being true to yourself! (Sorry this is long)