Trisha_Storyteller

People think suffering is dramatic.
          	
          	They think it looks like screaming, crying, breaking things, begging for help.
          	
          	Sometimes suffering looks like waking up at 5 in the morning and checking your notifications before your eyes are fully open.
          	
          	Sometimes it looks like staring at a screen for fifteen hours because if you stop working, the fear catches up to you.
          	
          	Sometimes it looks like smiling so often that nobody realizes your jaw hurts from holding it together.
          	
          	Nobody sees the nights.
          	
          	Nobody sees me waking up over and over again to check analytics, emails, comments, opportunities that never came.
          	
          	Nobody sees me bargaining with sleep.
          	
          	"Just one more refresh."
          	
          	"Just one more check."
          	
          	"Maybe something happened."
          	
          	Nothing ever happens.
          	
          	And yet I keep checking.
          	
          	Not because I am obsessed with numbers.
          	
          	Because I am obsessed with surviving.
          	
          	People ask me how much money I made.
          	
          	Nobody asks me how much sleep I got.
          	
          	People ask me about views.
          	
          	Nobody asks me if my head still hurts.
          	
          	People ask me about success.
          	
          	Nobody asks me if I am okay.
          	
          	I have spent so much of my life being strong that people forgot strength has a cost.
          	
          	I have spent so much of my life smiling that people forgot smiles can be worn like armor.
          	
          	The truth is, I am tired.
          	
          	Not the kind of tired that sleep fixes.
          	
          	The kind of tired that settles into your bones after years of carrying things alone.
          	
          	Twenty years is a long time to feel lonely in a room full of people.
          	
          	Twenty years is a long time to be surrounded and unseen.
          	
          	Sometimes I wonder if anyone would recognize my pain if I stopped hiding it behind jokes, stories, achievements, and laughter.
          	
          	Or would they only notice when I could no longer carry it?
          	
          	I am not asking for pity.
          	
          	I am not asking to be saved.
          	
          	I am simply telling the truth.
          	
          	Some people are not fighting because they want to win.
          	
          	Some people are fighting because they are trying to make it through another day.
          	
          	

Athena_Ziya

@Trisha_Storyteller sometimes suffering is also smiling and trying to get through the day. While you're breaking on the inside.
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arsaya____

@Trisha_Storyteller author don't worry we re here for you
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snoopylatte

@Trisha_Storyteller author it is srsly heartbreaking u brought this same issue a lot of time yet no one cares i personally try to comment and try to give u smth to look up to i hope it is enough and u deserve a lot more. If not many ppl r there genuinely im here fr u author i hope u feel like u hv at least someone and just so uk ur stories r soo good that i literally get immersed in ut to care abt anything else i love ur stories and i hope this makes u feel better
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arsaya____

Hello didi i hope you are fine but sorry for posting it but i hope you will try my book once i just started writing that book  and i request everyone to try this 
          
          Book name  - The lions of rathore's 
          
          This is not just a story about power, wealth, or the mafia world.
          
          This is the story of a family.
          
          A family feared by the world.
          A family built on loyalty, blood, sacrifice, and unbreakable bonds.
          
          The Rathores are known as kings, devils, and rulers of an empire. People fear their names, their power, and the darkness that follows them.
          
          But behind every empire lies a heart.
          
          Behind every ruthless man lies a story.
          
          And behind every legacy lies a family that would burn the world for the people they love.
          
          In this journey, you will witness love, loyalty, friendship, betrayal, heartbreak, laughter, chaos, and moments that may leave you smiling one day and emotionally damaged the next.
          
          Every brother has his own story.
          Every queen has her own strength.
          Every scar has a reason.
          
          This is the beginning of a legacy written in blood and protected by love.
          
          Welcome to the world of the Rathores.

Cherrylust_X

Hi baby! Stay hydrated my love. I hope you cross two k followers in a few weeks soon.  You deserve it, my multi talented and hardworking girl. Mwah

Trisha_Storyteller

@Cherrylust_X  YOU ARE GOING TO ACE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Cherrylust_X

@Trisha_Storyteller My studies are going good, baby sis. Gonna have my practicals and vivas soon ❤️
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Cherrylust_X

Hey baby sis! How are you doing? Me exams recently ended and I'm occupied with my practicals and vivas. I hope you're getting time to rest. Stay hydrated my jaan. I'm always here for you. Love u sm my talented and hardworking girl 

Cherrylust_X

@Trisha_Storyteller I'm so happy for you, baby sis. I'm proud of you! Awe I miss you too my jaan
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Trisha_Storyteller

@Cherrylust_X didi I'm doing fine . yk i got into the b.sc psychology course . I miss u 
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Trisha_Storyteller

People think suffering is dramatic.
          
          They think it looks like screaming, crying, breaking things, begging for help.
          
          Sometimes suffering looks like waking up at 5 in the morning and checking your notifications before your eyes are fully open.
          
          Sometimes it looks like staring at a screen for fifteen hours because if you stop working, the fear catches up to you.
          
          Sometimes it looks like smiling so often that nobody realizes your jaw hurts from holding it together.
          
          Nobody sees the nights.
          
          Nobody sees me waking up over and over again to check analytics, emails, comments, opportunities that never came.
          
          Nobody sees me bargaining with sleep.
          
          "Just one more refresh."
          
          "Just one more check."
          
          "Maybe something happened."
          
          Nothing ever happens.
          
          And yet I keep checking.
          
          Not because I am obsessed with numbers.
          
          Because I am obsessed with surviving.
          
          People ask me how much money I made.
          
          Nobody asks me how much sleep I got.
          
          People ask me about views.
          
          Nobody asks me if my head still hurts.
          
          People ask me about success.
          
          Nobody asks me if I am okay.
          
          I have spent so much of my life being strong that people forgot strength has a cost.
          
          I have spent so much of my life smiling that people forgot smiles can be worn like armor.
          
          The truth is, I am tired.
          
          Not the kind of tired that sleep fixes.
          
          The kind of tired that settles into your bones after years of carrying things alone.
          
          Twenty years is a long time to feel lonely in a room full of people.
          
          Twenty years is a long time to be surrounded and unseen.
          
          Sometimes I wonder if anyone would recognize my pain if I stopped hiding it behind jokes, stories, achievements, and laughter.
          
          Or would they only notice when I could no longer carry it?
          
          I am not asking for pity.
          
          I am not asking to be saved.
          
          I am simply telling the truth.
          
          Some people are not fighting because they want to win.
          
          Some people are fighting because they are trying to make it through another day.
          
          

Athena_Ziya

@Trisha_Storyteller sometimes suffering is also smiling and trying to get through the day. While you're breaking on the inside.
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arsaya____

@Trisha_Storyteller author don't worry we re here for you
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snoopylatte

@Trisha_Storyteller author it is srsly heartbreaking u brought this same issue a lot of time yet no one cares i personally try to comment and try to give u smth to look up to i hope it is enough and u deserve a lot more. If not many ppl r there genuinely im here fr u author i hope u feel like u hv at least someone and just so uk ur stories r soo good that i literally get immersed in ut to care abt anything else i love ur stories and i hope this makes u feel better
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arsaya____

Hello author hope you are fine thanku for uploading eshass andd ishq and keep going we(true readers ) are in support of you and well we only do that to wish you Good luckkk

arsaya____

@Trisha_Storyteller peace over school open well fine
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Trisha_Storyteller

@arsaya____ thank you so much Sweetheart. I am blessed to have readers like yourself. I am fine..how about you Darling? 
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