H2OVanoss_Fangirl

Shayla... I'm so sorry. I'm was being dumb and selfish... I can't stop thinking about what you said.. And what I did. I didn't mean it... I promise I didn't. At the time, a lot was happening to me. My grandmother had died in a fire, my mother kept telling me to look forward and not back. 
          
            I'm so sorry for what I said.. You had everything worse than I did and I didn't realize it.. I'm so so sorry. And you were right. You have been in the back of my mind. I've cried to many times thinking about what I said-- and the way you replied, was exactly how you should have. I'm sorry for bring so selfish and dumb. 
          
            The truth is I don't know how to love. And after everything, I just suddenly lost hope in everything. I thought maybe love wasn't real. I thought everything happening was in my head. I thought you hated me after everything I did. I left you once.. And I just can't do it again. From all the shit I put you through- your still there. Even from my drunk outbursts, your still there. Even from my bullshit and the petty arguments, your still there. 
          
            And I never got a chance to thank you for that. I just want to forget everything I did... I hurt you, it felt like I destroyed my best friend. I've even tried to be nice and try to act normal, but I kept hearing your voice yelling at me in my mind. I don't know if I'm crazy, but I'm sorry for what I put you through. I'm sorry that I did this to you... The depression was my fault..the suucidalness was my fault..everything I did was my fault, and I understand that. 
          
            You have exactly every right to yell and scream at me in a call if you want, I will just keep saying "I'm sorry". So please... I know you'll ignore me again.. But just try to understand how regret full I am of my choices... 
          

Dis woman can't post because she can't remember her password for her email so she won't post for a while

Not posting for a while, I need a break for a bit to get my mind back from where it may be. Thanks for understanding and I'll be back when I feel better. 
          
          
          
          Troyler

I AM ROSSOME

If My story "Our Doll" has the parts mixed up, don't worry I'm trying to fix it.

Sorry for the two updates you got, I had to fix something's and re do some parts to clear things up so the story should make more sense now

Making some changes to a story to make the plot a bit less confusing.

Not posting.....I have a huge test tomorrow so I need to study....SORRY!

ALRIGHT! Hello fellow shippers Troyler here with some news so as of now I'm going to be trying to write a new story with my best friend HappyisPuppy and soon (or not) I might have the first part up......if happy doesn't die because I said there a foursome going on......dear god help us.....XD look at for the new story!

Thanks for following! *bows*