»...We fell in love with the idea of comfort and love itself but not with each other.

That's why it was so hard to let go in the first place. It wasn't even a reality I had to let go of, it was my sanctuary, my wall.

I had to remind myself that living in this relationship was like living in virtual reality.

We were never truly LIVING... just dreaming.«

-- All The Boys I've Loved Before --


»You taught me silence is key,
better than letting anyone see beyond what I am made out to be.

My teachers of heartbreak and sorrow.
Finding myself only to get lost tomorrow.

Loving those who are hated 
and hating the ones who could be fated.

I'm always searching for the love within the damned and taking on their weight,
not seeing red lights until it's to late,
until I myself break.

Because you taught me that life is only for those who take it all,
not for the ones who trust and fall.

You have never given me the love I needed,
even when I pleaded you only had eyes for your own heart,
taking mine apart.

You used to be so much more in my mind, now I feel more secure from passing strangers who I leave behind.

Because of you I am constantly on the pursuit of happiness.

Finding myself today only to get lost tomorrow.«

-- White Lies - Poetry  --

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Facts about me:

• I'm in my 20's
• my mother tongue is German and I'm from Austria
• other than German and English, I speak a little French, Italian and I'm currently learning Korean
• music and art are my passion 
• I aspire to be the best version of myself


Love,

TrueTrizz