I am so mad at my parents right now! Why can’t they just give me some goddamn freedom for once in my damn life? What pisses me off is the fact that I can’t seem to be able to keep my temper under control, but it’s infuriating because they know just what to do in order to make me snap! They need to get it through their heads that some people don’t like going out at all times and prefer to stay indoors, and that I am my own person, with actual thoughts and feelings! I hate that I have to keep this account a secret from them because if they found out about it, they would 100% delete it because according to them “These kinds of websites are absolute trash that will rot your brain” and they find my preferences ridiculous.
I’m so sick of having to sit quietly and smile while I am compared to everyone and everything else! “When you were younger you had better taste, now you read trashy online stories”, “Look at your sisters, they are younger than you, and still manage to be more responsible”, “What are you wearing? You look ridiculous, take those earrings off, you don’t look good with them”, “Why can’t you be more responsible, you’re already fifteen”, “Take those clothes off, some friends are coming over and I don’t want you looking like some street gypsy.”
I wish I could run away and go live with my grandparents. Even if they don’t like my style and don’t approve of some of my choices, they are still more understanding than my parents! And don’t even get me started on school! “Stop dawdling at school, just look at your grades!”, “You used to be a 100 score student, and now you are on the brink of failing in three classes!”. I hate this!