TryingToSurvive75

Guyssss...
          
          I'm currently writing a love story about two high school guys, but I haven't published any of the chapters yet. It'll be a short story though so you won't have to wait long if you're interested (I j ust don't want the moral obligation to keep updating regularly )
          
          That's all. I don't write every many posts just to keep yall updated. Most of the time it's all angst but I guess there's a first time for everything. 
          
          Also, I am still working on my other stories, just slowly. I haven't forgotten, I promise! If there's one you're particularly interested in, let me know and I'll try to work on it more often.
          
          Until next time, my ghosts! 

Hey y'all. So apparently there's thing going around where people want to take out the "B" from the LGBTQIA+ community. Basically, they want to erase bisexuals. The reasoning for this is, and I quote, "there are more than two genders."
          
          I think this whole thing comes from a mix of complete misunderstanding and biphobia. I just want to clear some stuff up.
          
          Yes, there are more than two genders, and that's absolutely okay. But being bisexual doesn't erase the other genders. If I'm bilingual, does that mean there only two languages? No, and it's the same thing with bisexual people. Just because they find two genders attractive doesn't mean they're disregarding the fact that other genders exist.
          
          I don't know if this is really a big thing yet, and I hope it doesn't grow into a nationwide movement. The B belongs in LGBTQIA+.
          
          Bisexuality deserves just as much representation as every other part of the LGBTQIA+ community.
          
          If you disagree, do your research. It truly is easy to understand if you don't keep relying on misinformation.
          
          Anyway, that's all. See ya, my ghosts!

hey , how are you? :]

Ayyyyy bitches, happy pride month!! Everyone is valid, everyone deserves to be heard, and this is definitely your time to shine. Love y'all.
          
          See ya, my ghosts

Hehe, angst. Edginess. My specialty.

Y'all, I'm so upset, I don't even know how to handle myself.
          
          I wanna throw something against a wall. I wanna cry. I wanna smile. I wanna laugh. I wanna let my heart understand it, accept it, move on. 
          
          For those of you that might think there's actually something wrong right now, there kinda is, kinda isn't. I'm talking about my show. My show that's ending in two weeks, and the show in which a huge thing was revealed last episode.
          
          So, yeah, I'm real upset. And I don't even know how to describe it because I know it's just a show, and know what you all think: none of it is even real.
          
          But what can I say? I'm a writer. I get invested, dragged, into stories without a promise of escape, and sometimes I dive too deep. I'm a fairly emotional person, and so when these character who aren't even real become real to me, it's hard to live without them.
          
          It might sound stupid, but it's just the truth. I love the plot, the story, the characters. I love the emotion and the way it's written. And I love that I love it. But it's breaking my heart, because I can't stop thinking about the thing that just happened.
          
          It's just a show to some people. And a lot of people would make the of me for feeling the way I do. But these characters were there for me in a time when I thought no one else was. They understood me, and I felt like I could escape when I was watching them live their lives the best hey could.
          
          So, hey, let me know if you're heart has ever been broken by somethin most people would consider "stupid". Or, just feel free to talk to me whenever.
          
          Anyway, that's enough of my angst being posted for no one to see. I just like talking to myself. I like writing, even when it's for no one.
          
          So, until next time my ghosts. Love y'all.

Hey guys, sorry I've been so inactive. I'll try to post some chapters soon.
          
          Anyway, I just wanna say that I did something bad. Like, really bad. Not illegal sort of bad, just the kind of thing that could make my parents and friends hate me. And my whole school laugh at me.
          
          Let's just say... I'm the good kid. I always have been. So when I got a little taste of freedom, of getting to jump outside of that box I've always been stuck in, I went a little too nuts and ended up ruining some things.
          
          And I'm really scared. I have been for the last year. Scared of my stupid decisions, scared of being caught, scared of my whole future being ruined because I'm an idiot teenager.
          
          The point is, guys, I'm an idiot. And if I was just saying this to myself, I would tell myself that there is no turning back, and that I've screwed everything up. But if I was trying to comfort somebody else...
          
          I would tell the truth.
          
          No matter what you do in life, as long as you truly WANT to be better, you can be better. I screwed up, but my mistakes don't define me.
          
          So just know that I'd you screw up, I'm here for you. I get it. And you're not alone.

So.
          
          I haven't written in a while. I feel like of bad, like I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do in life.
          
          Especially since I'm here to announce that I will be starting a new book. I've been having lots of great ideas lately, but I don't have enough time or energy to write full books now that school has started again. So I'm going to go ahead and start a collection of short stories. I hope y'all enjoy it.
          
          I'm so sorry to not be updating my current stories, but I have the attention span of a annoyed puppy and the brain life of a dying goat.
          
          So, yeah. Until next time, my ghosts.

I have NO inspiration to write! WOO!
          
          No, but seriously. I want to write so bad but I have no clue how to even start a new chapter on any one of my stories. They're all pretty bad. Plus I'm drawing things for the one, and the other one is getting close to being finished...
          
          I'm just strugglin a lil bit. Maybe I'll get stuff done. Maybe I won't. Who knows?

I feel very productive today. I got new chapters out for all my books, and that makes me feel like a god. Just so all you ghosts out there know.
          
          Seriously though. I have a question for you guys. I know not many of will see this, because I don’t have many followers. But I’m okay with that. So, here’s the question:
          
          How are you?
          
          Not just today, but in general. How are you feeling? What’s making you happy or sad or angry or anxious or any other thing? What’s going on with you?
          
          I’ve been facing some bad things lately, but I’m getting better. But I do know that, while this may not help everybody, if someone had asked me that once in a while... things would have been easier.
          
          I may be a random person, but I’m a random person that is willing to listen or help or whatever you need. Depression and anxiety... they’re real, and they’re not. Your. Fault.
          
          Love yourself.
          
          
          Okay, that’s all. See ya.