Hey, I will take every chance I have to reach out to you. To show you you matter! I really mean it. Honestly you are one of the most precious souls I ever met online and it truly makes me worrying about you even though we never met in person. I'd immediately change that is something that would help you. I have a car, there are FlixBusses to France, I don't effing care how many hours it would take me if I could just make you feel better for one minute with it. You are not alone, my dear! You were there for me like no one else, please let me return it. Please do not run away from us. Because we will not stop caring, we will continue until we start annoying the sh* out of you with it. Until you can begin to not believe everything you think about yourself. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes atm. You would see such a wonderful person, a true FRIEND that I do not want to let go. That I would dare to give my everything too even though this caused me so much harm too in the past. But I know that it would be safe with you. And so you are safe with me if you need someone to vent. I truly mean this. Please honestly and fearlessly reach out to us. We LOVE you!
