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Hello everyone. I'm back, once again. It's been a terribly long time since I've been on this app, it had even logged me out! I have some reasons as to why my disappearance has been so prolonged.
First, I've been having some pretty bad family problems with my dad. We've been at each other's necks on and off for a while, with constant screaming fights, shutting in's, depressive flare ups and just a complete disregard to coming back with lack of a better term, constant severe depression.
Second, my girlfriend of 10 months, almost 11 on Feb 14th has just recently started moving back to Minnesota, as I live in Idaho. This move has rocked both our worlds and has sent me back a good several football fields in my mental state. (Pretty sure you'll even see this post at some point) I've helped her pack which alone was mentally and emotionally draining in of itself. This month was supposed to be our 11 month anniversary and just next month is our 1st year anniversary (we are still together, we're still very strong together, but this is and has been very difficult for both of us)
And Third, I've been currently struggling a lot in my school. I'm a highschool senior and I've been dealing with so much work that just gets piled up more and more, this also backpedals into the first problem, with my dad. He's so adamant that I'm supposed to be this fucking valedictorian when I'm more mentally fucked than what he wants to accept.
So, this all adds up to why I've been so absent. I do apologize for not updating for over half a year now, but I think I deserve a little bit of leeway. I'll try to get back into updating a little bit, I'll be trying to work on the next couple chapters in the near couple weeks, if my mental health demands it.
Thank you for reaching the end, and I'll see you in the next one
Peace ✌️