Tsuiho_senju

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Hello everyone. I'm back, once again. It's been a terribly long time since I've been on this app, it had even logged me out! I have some reasons as to why my disappearance has been so prolonged.
          	
          	First, I've been having some pretty bad family problems with my dad. We've been at each other's necks on and off for a while, with constant screaming fights, shutting in's, depressive flare ups and just a complete disregard to coming back with lack of a better term, constant severe depression. 
          	
          	Second, my girlfriend of 10 months, almost 11 on Feb 14th has just recently started moving back to Minnesota, as I live in Idaho. This move has rocked both our worlds and has sent me back a good several football fields in my mental state. (Pretty sure you'll even see this post at some point) I've helped her pack which alone was mentally and emotionally draining in of itself. This month was supposed to be our 11 month anniversary and just next month is our 1st year anniversary (we are still together, we're still very strong together, but this is and has been very difficult for both of us) 
          	
          	And Third, I've been currently struggling a lot in my school. I'm a highschool senior and I've been dealing with so much work that just gets piled up more and more, this also backpedals into the first problem, with my dad. He's so adamant that I'm supposed to be this fucking valedictorian when I'm more mentally fucked than what he wants to accept. 
          	
          	So, this all adds up to why I've been so absent. I do apologize for not updating for over half a year now, but I think I deserve a little bit of leeway. I'll try to get back into updating a little bit, I'll be trying to work on the next couple chapters in the near couple weeks, if my mental health demands it. 
          	
          	Thank you for reaching the end, and I'll see you in the next one
          	
          	Peace ✌️

IbrahimH0707

@Tsuiho_senju, just read it now, dude, but good luck on your life. I hope things get easier 
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MacMellon

Yo, how is high school going for ya?

MacMellon

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@Tsuiho_senju Ah, well I'm sorry you have to deal with dumb shit. I've been going through therapy due to my own thoughts, so that could help. Other than that, keep your head up! 
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Tsuiho_senju

@MacMellon Not the greatest. I'm constantly in pointless drama, rumors, and ridicule. I've made quite a lot of enemies because they've wronged me one way or another. My girlfriend broke up with me a bit ago because she couldn't handle being in a long distance relationship anymore. I constantly feel like wanting to kill myself with plenty of those thoughts and everything feels like it's crumbling around me. Otherwise highschool is great 
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Tsuiho_senju

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Hello everyone. I'm back, once again. It's been a terribly long time since I've been on this app, it had even logged me out! I have some reasons as to why my disappearance has been so prolonged.
          
          First, I've been having some pretty bad family problems with my dad. We've been at each other's necks on and off for a while, with constant screaming fights, shutting in's, depressive flare ups and just a complete disregard to coming back with lack of a better term, constant severe depression. 
          
          Second, my girlfriend of 10 months, almost 11 on Feb 14th has just recently started moving back to Minnesota, as I live in Idaho. This move has rocked both our worlds and has sent me back a good several football fields in my mental state. (Pretty sure you'll even see this post at some point) I've helped her pack which alone was mentally and emotionally draining in of itself. This month was supposed to be our 11 month anniversary and just next month is our 1st year anniversary (we are still together, we're still very strong together, but this is and has been very difficult for both of us) 
          
          And Third, I've been currently struggling a lot in my school. I'm a highschool senior and I've been dealing with so much work that just gets piled up more and more, this also backpedals into the first problem, with my dad. He's so adamant that I'm supposed to be this fucking valedictorian when I'm more mentally fucked than what he wants to accept. 
          
          So, this all adds up to why I've been so absent. I do apologize for not updating for over half a year now, but I think I deserve a little bit of leeway. I'll try to get back into updating a little bit, I'll be trying to work on the next couple chapters in the near couple weeks, if my mental health demands it. 
          
          Thank you for reaching the end, and I'll see you in the next one
          
          Peace ✌️

IbrahimH0707

@Tsuiho_senju, just read it now, dude, but good luck on your life. I hope things get easier 
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Havardr

I’ve just posted a unique story but no one read it, how did people read yours? I’m at a lost here 

Tsuiho_senju

Not to mention frequent updates and a good following, it's basically all about luck
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Tsuiho_senju

@Havardr I adopted an old discontinued story and re-wrote it, people with a big following swarm to something that they loved that has a brand new way of writing sometimes, just get into contact with an author of a discontinued story of their own and try to re-write it in your own way, sometimes it'll work, possibly other times, maybe not so much
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Tsuiho_senju

Hello everyone, I'm here! I'm alive! Somehow!
          
          I hope you all have been doing well in my absence. I've missed you all, and your support has helped me a lot through some tough times, thank you all so very much. 
          
          So, some things, the reason why I've been gone is because of school and my grades, as well as some writers block. 
          
          But, as of a couple seconds ago, I posted a new temporary chapter to have you all help me on how the next chapter/chapters will go.
          
          Your continued support will be very much appreciated and I hope you all being me some amazing ideas that I hope to implement into the next chapters. 
          
          I'll see you all next time 
          
          Peace ✌️

Stephetheon

@Tsuiho_senju that's big. I'll have to take a look
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Tsuiho_senju

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Hey everyone. I know that updates have been slow and I apologize for that. The reason(s) being that I've been going a really, really bad fucking time. So much shit had happened that I've almost lost all motivation to write anything, and shit circumstances are still going on so don't expect any new updates in a good couple months or so. 
          
          I would like to apologize for all those patiently waiting, but know that I'm not giving up on the story, I still plan to continue it but it won't be for a long while.
          
          Thank you for those who are understanding and will continue to patiently wait a little longer.
          
          I hope you all have a good day, night, morning, evening, week, and I'll see you all as soon as things get better.
          
          Peace ✌️

J900000

@Tsuiho_senju we support you and just take some rest because you may burn yourself out.
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TheFrenchofficer1810

@Tsuiho_senju  Hey man its fine take as much time you need I'm fine waiting
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Tsuiho_senju

Hey everyone, I know I kind of disappeared and I am so sorry about that, I just kind of fell off from making chapters and writing in general. There's been so much highschool drama and other things affecting my life and I am so sorry for not saying anything about it.
          
          I've been stuck on 174 words for chapter 8 and I haven't touched it since the 16th of October, but things have been going up for me lately and I hope to make an attempt to redeem myself and boot up chapters and work on this story again.
          
          Again, I am so sorry for not saying anything for so long.
          
          I hope you all are doing well and better than me in these times.
          
          Anyway, I'll be trying to start writing again and I hope you all have a great day.
          
          Peace ✌️

blackrockshootertv

@Tsuiho_senju can't wait to see what you'll write.
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blackrockshootertv

@Tsuiho_senju hopefully things go well for you.
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Stephetheon

@Tsuiho_senju take care of yourself brother. the readers will understand if you gotta take a step back for a bit
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