RisaellaAvery

Could you please update your MID fanfic it it very enjoyable.

I'll get a new chapter out by this week or next week. Stay safe!

"I've been inactive for a hot minute given that I was still adjusting to some things and I'm prepping up a couple Ao3 fics I wanted to post but to today's upload of the anouncement of one my idols' passing I just wanted to give message to him:
          
          Technoblade, The Blood God and Alex the many names he took on and through that he became inspiration;
          Fighting to win and rejoice with his friends in pure passion.
          
          Through him in me a fighting spirit was set aflame, 
          With him are too many memorable moments I can't even name.
          
          He now takes on the Kingdom of God as his book closes this maybe simple text,
          But I hope the genuinity of my wishes and thoughts can not be taken as jest may the inspiration he gave us all transcend on the other side or the lifetime up next."

Slipped up around my mom about my intrusive thoughts then proceeds to shush me about it saying im too young for it...
          
          OH REALLY? WHO'S FAULT WAS IT I HAD TO FORCE MYSELF TO MATURE AT MY YOUNG AGE??? 
          
          smh..ive had these thoughts ever since I was 10, nearly 5 years too late, Lady.
          
          Ughhhhh.

Is there just a time you look at your family and hear their demanding voices and all that bottled emotions just wash up on you like a tsunami of fatigue?
          
          
          ...Yeah, I'm tired of everything but I have a goal I want to reach so I ignore it but...sometimes I just want to cry..everything out. 
          
          I've become to used to it that I cant even cry myself to sleep evrytime I want to I just have another overthinking congregation but I end up falling asleep.
          
          They expect me to help 3 to 4 ppl at once but when I ask them for help while they're watching tv they just say "Im not octopus you know?"
          
          But when I dont need help thats when they do...God I hate them...

Happy New Year Everyone!!!!

I dissappear for months not because of hiatus or writer's block like rn i font even know if i can publish shit in January why?  i have a nationals in journalism in january, a regional spelling bee also in january, exams in january and a nationals in science in March that i have to study for given i am againt atleast 50 other geniuses from other people in whole ass country  and i xant exactly back out i even deleted tiktok and just listen to science listen youtube.
          
          Welcome to my ted talk, prolly gonna post a few more rants today if i dont lose my sanity just listening to science, journalism and english spelling podcasts.

What do you call someone who in term of sexual attracrion is asexual, yet when it cmes to romamtoc attraction is pansexual? My cousin is asking me and Im not sure what to say.
          
          Im Aromantic but Im not familiar with most of the sexual identities.

I think my books are gonna he postponed for a little near or over a month my ohone broke and its gonna be sometime before I get a new one...

Thanks for the follows! I'll see when I can publish my books after schoolwork T.T