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this is how i found out i have trauma talking about always blaming myself?!?!?!?
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i hate talking to a fvcking slow as person
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she fvcking thought she won the argument just cause i stay quiet b1tch i stayed quiet cause i can't with your dumb4ss
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i wish there are more streamer mc like the mc is a streamer until the end not those mc who is a streamer in the beginning but would be a e-sport player or an actor in the end, I'm so tired of those
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I h4t3 everybody
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Being socially awkward and having social anxiety is not really helping huh
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I'm probably the weird kid huh, never really talks unless needed, a kid who never socialise a loner, im also probably gloomy in their vision maybe that why they don't approach me at all
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Even in game i could never freely talk because i would be anxious and feel scared that i would make it awkward for everybody
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maybe i was meant to be alone, just by myself and nobody else maybe that's my fate to never have anyone to call friends
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Childhood crush what does that feels like?
Childhood friends what does it feels like to have one?
Everybody leaves me at the end of the day why bother finding friends right?
all of them are just same using me for company and when they're done, leave me and never even look back
Maybe i was the only one who thought of them as friends maybe they didn't think i was their friend at all maybe that why it was easy to leave me
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will i ever finally be free to do anything i want without worrying about my family? who knows really
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i know its not really good to escape reality by using fiction but thats all i could do rn
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You know what i just realise i never actually gotten mad when i say im mad it always just because im irritated or annoyed im never actually mad