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Today my mom broke my phone so I'll be offline for a really, really long time. I just try my best to be calm and find something to relax me but it looks like that just makes my mom so fucking angry. I try to make friends, you're so useless and stupid, try being independant, your useless and stupid, I just try to exist, it;s a sin. I just try my best to bare with everyday life. Everybody has the right to express themselves, but me, it;s illegal. I jusr have to sit there and be a punching bag and I can't tell anyone about it, cuz it'll only make things worse. I don't know what else to do because i'm just so fed up of this bitch. Why am I being punished for existing, what did I do wrong, why am I being punished for mistakes my father and brother made. oh my lord I don't know what to do. Sometimes I just wish I never existed and there was no trace of me