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The spin off anti "termination" I WAS EXCITED FOR IT BUT WHY IS NO UPDATE?  I miss your stories reckel 
          

hey dimes,
          
          i don't know if any of you noticed, but my book split was taken down by wattpad about two weeks ago due to it violating content guidelines. ever since it got taken down, ive been trying to get it back up by sending an appeal, but as of today, i am now 99% sure it is probably not going to be ever restored.
          
          before you attack wattpad, i have to say that i do completely understand the reason as to why they took it down and what guideline it broke specifically. the scene in the prologue was very intense, and without context, it definitely seems as if it is something to be concerned about. with context, though, it is very understandable as to why i included that scene.
          
          split was written as a book to help educate others on the largely stigmatized mental health disorder, dissociative identity disorder. in order for someone to be diagnosed with this disorder, they must have had gone through extreme repeated trauma as a young child. in my book, in order for people to understand the severity of the conditions needed for this disorder to form, i decided to write the prologue depicting an example of the kind of trauma that a child may need to experience in order to develop this disorder. this was very likely what got my book taken down. while i could have skipped over it, i feel like it was necessary to include it because in this disorder, it is impossible to divorce trauma from the formation of this disorder. not writing it felt like it would be a glamorizing disingenuous portrayal of the disorder which is not what i wanted.
          
          i am honestly really sad about this. split was my first ever book and it was my most read book (i believe it was at about 115k reads when it got taken down). ill never forget about it even though its not here anymore. it was very important to me even though it had its flaws, and it'll always be one of the most important works to me in my journey as a writer.
          
          thank you guys for your support. i really appreciate it.
          
          -nickel

i'm binge reading all your books again :>

hey dimes, i wanted to give a little bit of an update on where i've been and stuff. i first want to deeply apologize for literally disappearing for so long. school has been really taking a toll on me, and ever since college started for me almost two years ago now, the workload has been getting progressively larger and larger. i barely had time to really do anything this past semester, hence the lack of updates on spidey sense :(. not only that, my mental health has also been sort of progressively getting worse so that's fun. i feel really bad that i haven't been that active. i don't really check wattpad as often as i used to and i haven't posted a chapter literally since last year. i'm so sorry guys :(
          
          spidey sense has been a large project and i definitely anticipated me taking a long break on it. i literally started planning it in my last year of high school and now I'm about to go into my third year of college (wtf). i hate admitting the fact that i've kind of lost motivation writing it because of how long it is, but god, i really wish i had the will to finish it because i'm so close. it might have been foolish of me to take on such a large project without knowing if i'd be able to finish it. i will promise you though that i will finish it some day. i just don't know when it is.
          
          i really wish i could go back to writing like i used to. i used to update every single day. like i would stay up late on a school night every day just to write. i literally finished like seven books within seven months which is actual insanity. i used to get so mad at myself if i missed a single day, but now i missed like eight months. yikes.
          
          another factor as to why i haven't been writing would probably be because in my real life, i have a lot of other large projects going on. i haven't really been prioritizing writing on here because i feel like it won't really affect me on things that really matter to me in life. (continued below)

I read your book " aware" today it was really a good time reading it and also got to know you were the same who wrote "split" . Just wanted you to know I enjoyed both books

holy shit i just logged today to see that split reached 100k reads??????? oh my god, i literally never would have thought that anything i would write would reach such a high number. its actually insane and just thank you. thank you everyone for supporting me on here. im so happy that there are people that want to read my works. i really really appreciate it so much thank you ily

Hey, I was reading one of your woosan books. The Fuck You one. That is so funny to say. I saw you said that you have an idea for a sequel but don't have time to write it. I'm interested.

hey dimes, i'm finally back from break and i just posted the next chapter for spidey sense. thanks for all of your support while i was away :)
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1375786904-damn-my-%E2%9C%A8%CB%A2%E1%B5%96%E2%81%B1%E1%B5%88%E1%B5%89%CA%B8-%CB%A2%E1%B5%89%E2%81%BF%CB%A2%E1%B5%89%E2%9C%A8-didn%27t-tell-me-about-your

Where's TXT???????

hey dimes, it's been a while since i last updated and i kind of wanted to give a little life update.
          
          a lot has been happening in my life lately and honestly a lot has changed. i started my second year of college and my class schedule this semester is kinda wack. i have a lot more homework and study time than i had before and some of my classes haven't even started yet so lmao yikes. honestly i don't really know if school is getting too stressful and that's the reason, but lately my mental health has been absolute shit. in the past few weeks or so i've been getting some pretty serious depressive episodes which are really scary because ive never experienced anything like that before. its kind of surreal as a psychology major because i study stuff like this, however i really don't understand why this is happening to me. everything feels different lately. i sleep a lot more than usual and i have trouble getting out of bed sometimes. sometimes i feel unproductive but when i try to do stuff i feel unmotivated so i get stuck in these loops of feeling bad about myself. my short term memory has also been noticeably worse lately. ive been trying to take care of myself through this by going to the gym and eating well, and i kind of feel like those things might be the only things keeping me from completely collapsing. writing books used to be something i used to destress, but now when i try i sometimes feel so unmotivated that i cant.
          
          im trying my best to get back up on my feet and im not sure when i actually would, but i know that i will at some point in the future. i still know that i want to finish spidey sense and i promised myself that i would, it just might take a lot longer to put out chapters. the next chapter is actually about halfway done so i can definitely finish it if i get a sudden surge of motivation or something.
          
          (continued below)