Tullium

btw if you're an author that writes rape in a oneshot, that isn't meant to be somewhat important to plot (which in that case YA STILL DONT NEED TO WRITE IT).... you need to be put on a fucking list.
          "oh but at least they're writing it and not acting it out-" THEN DONT SHARE IT?????!?! like GENUINELY, if one of my author friends EVER wrote something like that, i'd fucking report their ass to the police.
          big fat FUCK YOU if you write rape. it is NEVER necessary; if it's for a character's background, that's dine BUT JUST ALLUDE TO IT OR HAVE CHARACTERS TALK ABOUT IF!!! YOU DONT NEED TO WRITE THE FUCKING SCENE OUT
          
          like it GENUINELY disgusts me and freaks me the hell out bc what the fuck?! rape is genuinely one of the WORST things a human being could do (not THE NUMBER ONE worst, BUT IT'S CLOSE). at least commiting a murder can be justifiable if it was done in self-defense, defending others, and vigilante shit too. rape is personal and fucking petty. it's completely and utterly selfish.
          i'd rather be stabbed or shot by a boy rather than have to live with that trauma for the rest of my life. i'd rather have acid poured on me. almost nothing makes you feel much less human than that- (ALMOST nothing, dont point your pitchforks)

If any of you are into Hazbin Hotel (more specifically Radioapple)... I might just have a fun little treat in the works... :3
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          (FML THO CHAT!! I SERIOUSLY JUST SPENT ABOUT 2 HOURS WRITING AN ENTIRE BOOK PLOT, WTAF)

chaaaat
          i need radioapple
          but i crave alastor to be very possessive bc that is (for some reason) one of my favorite tropes
          but i dont want to read all these fucking 30+ chapters, especially bc those ones tend to be bad quality 
          i'll tolerate more than 25 chapters, so long as it's well-written and interesting..
          
          
          
          i may have to check ao3. i have never read anything on there and ik that place has some weird fucking shit, but it might be worth a try....??

sad news gang
          no quackbur tomorrow
          IM SORRY!!! MY MOTIVATION IS FUCKING DEAD WHATS WRONG WITH ME

okay gang
          October 31st
          there might be something qauckbur related
          dont count on it
          but i will still aim for that deadline-

Not everyone saw it, but if you scroll down a bit, I talked again about what happened to Wilbur.
          Just today, Wilbur made two posts on Youtube (gods bless this man, he's so fucking brave). I'm currently watching the update video which he uploaded first.
          Wilbur made a specific comment that further solidifies my growing dislike for certain old "friends" of his.
          This comment being "I don't believe any content creator should ever use their platform to defend or attack."
          Did you catch that? "Defend" or "Attack".
          Certain people (I will not name any names) chose to use their platform to attack him. These people having been "friends" of his.
          
          As much as I hate the fact that things went the way they did as a whole, especially with these "friends"... I will truly never be able to forgive them.
          Wilbur stands by what he said, and I do too. I will always stand by what he and I have said.
          
          I just pray to the stars that some stupid mf minds her goddamn business this time and stays quiet. But the stars know that ain't gonna fucking happen. Regardless of what is said, I'll still be on his side.
          Even if what that bitch said was true. Other people have done far worse. (dream cough cough) Some fucking playful biting never caused lifelong harm to anyone and certainly not the fucking bitch that only spoke about it for pity subs.

Wilbur's posted!! How do u feel 'bout that???

hate to be the one to say it but honestly, after the way Wilbur got treated by everybody and no one chose to ever listen or believe him, let alone give him a single fucking chance... and they all fell off hard.
          i mean part of it, to me, is pure bias for how they went about the situation. another part of it is people just stopped being enjoyable to watch.
          hell, even Charlie isnt fun to watch anymore.
          cant even enjoy old clips anymore, i just get reminded of what was once so good is now gone.
          
          at least i can still have some respect for Quackity because he didn't jump to any one side immediately. sure, he removed Wilbur from QSMP but he did that in literal tears and only actually did it because he didn't have a choice. it was either Wilbur had to go, or he'd lose EVERYTHING he worked for.
          even if that counts for everyone else, that will never excuse the things they said about him. some of these dumbfucks were such close friends with him, they should have known better. but no. save face. i get it, saving face... but that will never ever excuse the hate they speak of him and allow to be committed against him.
          
          
          
          maybe this is why i cant bring myself to write Quackbur anymore. i just dont have it in me to continue when everything's fallen apart.

can the icky dnfers and dr**m team fans please stop following me
          i do not wish to be associated with people who choose to ignore literally every single red flag in a person on a pedestal made from gr00ming minors and protecting p3doph!les

my biggest ick when trying to find UTAU fanfics is when people make the "sub"/less dominant one in a ship a girl, like an ecto-body is one thing, but making these male characters into females just for monogamy is soooo icky to me.
          like genderbending is fine, female ecto-bodies on a male character, sure! those are fine, but these authors are only genderbending for the sake of making them straight and forcing them into what always feels like a typical 1950s ass relationship where the woman does the housework, cares for kids, etc. while the man works and provides.... like it's just masked misogyny, to be honest.
          and i get it some of the authors are probably like 12, but i still wrote gay shit when i was 12 without needing to make anyone the opposite gender. even in my kiribaku phase they were both men. it's just weird to take a same-sex ship and make one the opposite gender for no good reason