@TurtleTheT8rtle
Did u know that
NASA astronaut Scott Kelly grew the first zinnia flowers in space and arranged them into a bouquet on the International Space Station (ISS) for Valentine's Day in 2016. He did take pictures of them!
Now u do^^
(This fact remind me if you turtle btw!)
IT IS DA SPOOKEH MONTH!!
My notifications have been getting absolutely blown to smithereens so I’m sorry if I missed anything important that was said to me, I couldn’t psychically read through all that :[
I’ve been very busy with school, after school activities, projects, and daily life in general. I’m unmotivated to write at the moment and Forsaken Tales might not get a chapter for a little until I’m able to write again.
Schools been doing better for me though and I’m happy overall ^_^
Have a great day/night everyone!
@TurtleTheT8rtle MOST OF THEM MIGHT OF BEEN MY BAD SO APOLOGIES FOR THAT! IT'S ALRIGHT TURTLE TAKE SOME REST AS LONG AS YOU'RE DOING WELL AND GETTING ENOUGH REST WE'LL BE OKAY WITH IT!!!!
I’m gonna be so deadass I was looking in my notifications and saw someone named “Icebeaus #1 shipper” or something along the lines and no joke my first thought was Cruel King x Beatrix LeaBu from slime rancher I’m actually gonna cry
FINALLY THE NEXT CHAPTER OF FORSAKEN TALES IS OUT!!!!!
WARNING! Vent + Gonna rant about some racist, and suicidal topics relating to my friend group.
I’ve recently gotten involved with people who are friend of my friends, including my friend’s bf, that same guys brother, and also with some people I already knew beforehand.
After spending so much time with them, I feel like a decent amount of these people are major red flags. One of my friends is extremely bragging and unintentionally makes me feel like crap for even touching a game in the first place, but what I find even worse is that HE SAYS THE FUCKING N WORD ON A DAILY. He’s not even black and he says it constantly. This can also be said for a good handful of my other friends. That same guy also threatens to self harm and kill himself on a daily, but what am I supposed to do to help? How is anyone supposed to help when you don’t accept our advice? I’ve tried to help him get into a better sleep schedule because he was begging for advice before, but he completely dismisses my advice and proceeds to ask someone else.
What makes me feel even worse is that my one innocent friend who speaks with these people a lot, she’s started using a certain slur after learning about one she could technically say because of her ethnicity, but I still feel like this isn’t okay. People in this groupchat are calling each other slurs everyday like it’s nothing.
If those people aren’t for you, then I think it’s best to just take a break from them for however long you need. You don’t have to be stuck with them, it’s okay to make new friends, even if it might take longer than expected. As an introvert, I understand what you may feel like, though I’m trying to make new friends from the new environment I’m residing in. It’s easier said than done, but the process pays off!
Also, if you don’t know how to make other people feel better, it’s not a bad thing. After all, if you want to care about someone else, you have to care about yourself first. It’s like building a building: you start with the foundation (you), and then you can start building the other parts (caring about others after you did to yourself)! If you’re not always available, then that’s perfectly fine, you don’t always have to be there for others, they can be there for themselves too.
Take care, man! :]
(Continued because of the Wattpad limit)
These people aren’t for me. I don’t want to really be around most of them anymore. But I don’t have anyone else. I’m stuck with these people because I don’t know how to make and keep any other friendships alive. How my current friendships work is two or more of my friends keep each other alive and I only pop in every so often.
I’m not a very committed person. I like being alone sometimes. Maybe I forget about people sometimes, but I do really care for them. Maybe I’m not always active or available.
I feel like I’m surrounding myself with problematic people and I don’t know how to make people feel better, especially if I can’t even be there for them in the first place, especially if they don’t even like me enough to listen to me.
I wish I could break off from these people
Fun fact: Forsaken Tales is the first fanfic I have ever made to get hate! Yay!(because people won’t stop bitching at me in the comments of the fucking Headcanons/extras chapter *heartbreak*)
@TurtleTheT8rtle dang, if they hate that they’re gonna throw a major fit when they see the fantasy au I’ve been making of forsaken lol. anyways ya don’t listen to them, they most likely never had any experience making/writing headcanons lol
GUYS I NEED ADVICE ON THIS </3
One of my OCs is transgender and I don’t really know if I’m writing their character correctly *cries*
I’m not transgender myself (I think) and so I don’t really have any experience with it or know how to properly write their lore
A question for you guys which I THINK is a yes (but my friend said no so idk :[ ) Is it okay to transition to be a man and go by He/Him while also preferring to wear both masculine and feminine clothes and also having a slightly more feminine appearance?
Is that okay while being transgender or is there another term/sexuality for it that would fit better?
I just wanna make sure I’m not messing up my OC’s character :’(
Turtlie you should totally not check out the Luminary page on my artbook there's a uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh monster thingy in there so like yeahhh
ima just *runs away*
Actually, now that I think of it. My OC fanfic idea sounds kind of wack so how about this…
I make an OC oneshots book instead! That way I can publish random chapters of important cool OC lore and not bother with an actual storyline. And that way you guys don’t have to be bored out of your minds watching me try to figure out what the fuck I’m doing! /hj
*I say all of this before I immediately turn around and don’t start writing the fucking book until 12 months later /j*
@TurtleTheT8rtle YIPEEE I CAN'T WAIT!! (srry for late response I was practicing my instrument) When I get to my PC I'll post the Luminary artwork (finally finished it)