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happy late anniversary to the pictures book! was gonna post the day of, but my wattpad signed me out on mobile cuz i use it so little thus i couldn't post it. :< but i am here!! :D i miss how much i loved wattpad, and i still appreciate it for the memories and beautiful "bad" fanfics i still hold oh so dear, but this place has sucked for so long. i don't think i'll ever bring myself to leave voluntarily, that'd be out of character as i love keeping my history up for all to see and find again later, so if im ever gone like account wise, it wasnt me! i got got. i wouldn't delete anything!!! in fact if you've been here awhile you may know i had some other books up before and/or some other chapters of books that arent there anymore. they aren't lost media, they're just back to private drafts :> but if any soul out there feels nostalgic about my work i'll re-release them so they may be filled with memories of old as i love to be when revisiting your books i love, fellow wattpaders. :3 
          i'll be fair and say this has been a nice place to help push my writing endeavors for the while i used to default here when not opening a new google doc. the history of ideas i havent expanded upon in years just laying in wait for me is huge, and maybe, just maybe, if anyone is curious to see what a me of the past had for ideas, i'll let y'all see >:3 my evil writing in eviltown /j hehehe- awh man, i hope i can feel safe here again.

I FINISHED THE SPECIAL!! I did it. i finally did it. it only took me the course of 6 months but i did it. it's over 10k words ;-; can you see why it took forever? yeah i promptly passed out right after posting it last night. listen that is a lot of words. if you cant put that into prospective allow me to assist; at a speed of 200 of those words in a full minute of reading, a 4k book is a good solid read. it's gonna keep you there for like a good 25 minutes at most, no breaks. (i did the math by reading myself and timing it so dont think im fucking around here. and yes it was a good read i love dean x castiel from supernatural) 10,200 smth words? i suggest taking it slow as i did, take your time. maybe predict a reading time of almost 3 hours with minimal breaks. i've earned a badge for my effort seriously, i deserve to go to the park on a rainy day bc then no little kids will be there to stop my fun on the swing set :3 
          lol go read it!!!!! PLEASE-

I did something. something I don't think I have ever properly done before, in my 5 years+ writing history. I FINISHED a fanfiction work of mine. I finally did it! No, it's not the special, i have gotten more work done on that yes, irl im busy with therapy and trauma and, mainly coming to a lot of realizations with my spirituality and reality and history and all that. consider my third eye opened and crying, thats whats happening. and actually i have five eyes. see? its a lot. (lol) im gonna publish what I did finish as im greatly proud of it, i hope someone enjoys it. this does mean i'll be publicing one of my older books i took off public, but that was bc i didn't want to worry about my old work being seen when i had other worrys. for my well being, im doing fine. i dont get to the end of my rope easily at all, unlike my peers, so im all good. make sure to worry about yourself<3 hope you like what i made :3 love you guys

holy shit im back
          okay callmecarson reference over. seriously tho, hi ;-; I got busy. I havent worked too much on wattpad as of the last month. even today I just focused on other shit, and now it's almost 11 p.m, my brain fog is acting up a little bit cuz im hungry. I'm trying to sort my etsy collections atm, but I hit a point where I can pause. I miss the one friend I have here and I feel utterly terrible for not talking to them. idk if they'll see this, but Lavy, if you see this, please know that I love you platonically and Im so sorry for disappearing. genuinely if you can forgive me, maybe I'd be able to forgive myself. im gonna eat before i continue the special.

I am working. I promise. I have a great special on the way, im just going thru a trauma anniversary. and home life stuff. and mainly my computer being low storage, so i have to manually go thru what i need to save and upload it to discord for archival purposes. i promise i dont want to be sitting on my ass. I rally will get back to it. i already missed my picture's book two year anniversary, i feel awful enough. please please please be patient with me i feel like absolute hell right now

Hey villa! I couldn’t type this on your book so here it is:
          
          Hi there! I know I haven’t been on here for a while (or when I’ll come back bc I always forget) and I can’t post comments on individual points so I’ll put them all there. 
          
          About your sleeping, I’m sorry that’s happening - you deserve a good birthday and, while I may be incredibly late, I still hope you had a good b-day and an incredibly better one next year!
          
          Something I’ve seen(by a dearly loved SCP youtuber) is ‘Victory Fridays’ where, each Friday, people can post comments on good things! Have you had a victory Friday?
          
          I LOVE the art - especially the frame and the Pokémon! I’ve never actually seen Pokémon (watched Octonauts growing up) but my friends adore it. I understand the pure pencil line basics tho - what powers/abilities does it have?
          
          Also, the Doctor House comic is AMAZING because I have an IT teacher that really reminds me of house (probably just cause he’s graying and has blue eyes but ah well). 
          
          Anyways, I hope you’re doing well or things are getting better, Tweak, I really do. Sending virtual hugs (that you can take only when or if you want) and/or food

Hey Villa! So sorry u haven’t reached out lately, how are you doing? I hope you’re well. I don’t know when I’ll respond to your message o- assuming you answer- but I thought I’d come out and say hi! 

hey @Crystalcoveredglass I miss you ;-;

i am okay :3

Guys ;-; help, I think I'm getting sick- I've been thinking about writing, like normal, but.. it's not normal.. I've been wanting to write..
          Straight sex..
          *shutters* I'm just as confused and scared as you- idk what happened to me. ;-;