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A little bit ago my best book was taken down, it was not me!!!!!!! Apparently it was not following rules. Which?? Took months but okay. I'm pretty sure there's a purge that happened and I fell victim to it. I submitted an appeal asking only for 72 hours to archive my drafted work and haven't heard anything back unsurprisingly. I sent my account approval for AO3 and am waiting for that now, this place has killed its own fandom base and I can't stand to be here for another ruined moment. Thousands of unpublished unarchived words of my proud historical work I never got a warning to even get to before it was just gone. It's completely unfair. 
          This was my home, I defended this place, it took me under it's wing when we first met, but that credit hasn't lasted in age; and I can't give that credit anymore. By this point? Yeah, they were right. The reasons they gave for why it sucks here weren't just, ("bad" writing) but the sentiment itself about this place just not being as worth it as AO3 is just true now. I'm not very sad about it at this point. What I have public now I'll keep up for archive of course, but I can't accept this as my home any longer.
          
          Lavy, wherever you are, come talk to me somewhere else. Just tell me here where else you can chat. I wanna be your friend still :(

happy late anniversary to the pictures book! was gonna post the day of, but my wattpad signed me out on mobile cuz i use it so little thus i couldn't post it. :< but i am here!! :D i miss how much i loved wattpad, and i still appreciate it for the memories and beautiful "bad" fanfics i still hold oh so dear, but this place has sucked for so long. i don't think i'll ever bring myself to leave voluntarily, that'd be out of character as i love keeping my history up for all to see and find again later, so if im ever gone like account wise, it wasnt me! i got got. i wouldn't delete anything!!! in fact if you've been here awhile you may know i had some other books up before and/or some other chapters of books that arent there anymore. they aren't lost media, they're just back to private drafts :> but if any soul out there feels nostalgic about my work i'll re-release them so they may be filled with memories of old as i love to be when revisiting your books i love, fellow wattpaders. :3 
          i'll be fair and say this has been a nice place to help push my writing endeavors for the while i used to default here when not opening a new google doc. the history of ideas i havent expanded upon in years just laying in wait for me is huge, and maybe, just maybe, if anyone is curious to see what a me of the past had for ideas, i'll let y'all see >:3 my evil writing in eviltown /j hehehe- awh man, i hope i can feel safe here again.

I FINISHED THE SPECIAL!! I did it. i finally did it. it only took me the course of 6 months but i did it. it's over 10k words ;-; can you see why it took forever? yeah i promptly passed out right after posting it last night. listen that is a lot of words. if you cant put that into prospective allow me to assist; at a speed of 200 of those words in a full minute of reading, a 4k book is a good solid read. it's gonna keep you there for like a good 25 minutes at most, no breaks. (i did the math by reading myself and timing it so dont think im fucking around here. and yes it was a good read i love dean x castiel from supernatural) 10,200 smth words? i suggest taking it slow as i did, take your time. maybe predict a reading time of almost 3 hours with minimal breaks. i've earned a badge for my effort seriously, i deserve to go to the park on a rainy day bc then no little kids will be there to stop my fun on the swing set :3 
          lol go read it!!!!! PLEASE-

I did something. something I don't think I have ever properly done before, in my 5 years+ writing history. I FINISHED a fanfiction work of mine. I finally did it! No, it's not the special, i have gotten more work done on that yes, irl im busy with therapy and trauma and, mainly coming to a lot of realizations with my spirituality and reality and history and all that. consider my third eye opened and crying, thats whats happening. and actually i have five eyes. see? its a lot. (lol) im gonna publish what I did finish as im greatly proud of it, i hope someone enjoys it. this does mean i'll be publicing one of my older books i took off public, but that was bc i didn't want to worry about my old work being seen when i had other worrys. for my well being, im doing fine. i dont get to the end of my rope easily at all, unlike my peers, so im all good. make sure to worry about yourself<3 hope you like what i made :3 love you guys

holy shit im back
          okay callmecarson reference over. seriously tho, hi ;-; I got busy. I havent worked too much on wattpad as of the last month. even today I just focused on other shit, and now it's almost 11 p.m, my brain fog is acting up a little bit cuz im hungry. I'm trying to sort my etsy collections atm, but I hit a point where I can pause. I miss the one friend I have here and I feel utterly terrible for not talking to them. idk if they'll see this, but Lavy, if you see this, please know that I love you platonically and Im so sorry for disappearing. genuinely if you can forgive me, maybe I'd be able to forgive myself. im gonna eat before i continue the special.

I am working. I promise. I have a great special on the way, im just going thru a trauma anniversary. and home life stuff. and mainly my computer being low storage, so i have to manually go thru what i need to save and upload it to discord for archival purposes. i promise i dont want to be sitting on my ass. I rally will get back to it. i already missed my picture's book two year anniversary, i feel awful enough. please please please be patient with me i feel like absolute hell right now

Hey villa! I couldn’t type this on your book so here it is:
          
          Hi there! I know I haven’t been on here for a while (or when I’ll come back bc I always forget) and I can’t post comments on individual points so I’ll put them all there. 
          
          About your sleeping, I’m sorry that’s happening - you deserve a good birthday and, while I may be incredibly late, I still hope you had a good b-day and an incredibly better one next year!
          
          Something I’ve seen(by a dearly loved SCP youtuber) is ‘Victory Fridays’ where, each Friday, people can post comments on good things! Have you had a victory Friday?
          
          I LOVE the art - especially the frame and the Pokémon! I’ve never actually seen Pokémon (watched Octonauts growing up) but my friends adore it. I understand the pure pencil line basics tho - what powers/abilities does it have?
          
          Also, the Doctor House comic is AMAZING because I have an IT teacher that really reminds me of house (probably just cause he’s graying and has blue eyes but ah well). 
          
          Anyways, I hope you’re doing well or things are getting better, Tweak, I really do. Sending virtual hugs (that you can take only when or if you want) and/or food

Hey Villa! So sorry u haven’t reached out lately, how are you doing? I hope you’re well. I don’t know when I’ll respond to your message o- assuming you answer- but I thought I’d come out and say hi! 

hey @Crystalcoveredglass I miss you ;-;

i am okay :3