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I just want to leave, leave this place and these people who are keeping me down, making me feel worthless and shit, making me unhappy and sad all the time! I can't be me when at the moment I don't know who me is, because every person I've ever been has got hurt and has been judged, so what if I find the real me and I get hurt and judged even more! I just can't deal with that anymore, I'm too weak! I've been fighting this battle too long to resist what they say anymore! Maybe one day I'll find the strength, the will to carry on, but when that'll be I honestly don't know any more!!!