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Thanks for the vote on my story remember to keep voting and commenting and I will keep updating as soon as I can thanks - Mel 

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I've just added your new story! I'll look forward to reading it as I've not read your stories in a while. Xx

Please can people read my fan fiction called reunited and comment on it xx

I hope you're ok and I hope you get back to writing soon! Don't let anyone bring you down. Xx

I'll add more of your stories as I've read your work for a while xx

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          Please read my new story, I would like to know out of all the fiction stories I've started which ones are your favourites. Please comment and vote! Thank you fellow Wattpad members xxxxx

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I just want to leave, leave this place and these people who are keeping me down, making me feel worthless and shit, making me unhappy and sad all the time! I can't be me when at the moment I don't know who me is, because every person I've ever been has got hurt and has been judged, so what if I find the real me and I get hurt and judged even more! I just can't deal with that anymore, I'm too weak! I've been fighting this battle too long to resist what they say anymore! Maybe one day I'll find the strength, the will to carry on, but when that'll be I honestly don't know any more!!!

I wish it would stop being brought up all the fucking time! It was a mistake and I paid for that, but you keep on punishing me! You don't care that I'm upset or that I cry every time it gets mentioned, how you force me to say it's all my fault that it happened! You don't even give a damn why I was in the state I was in at all, all you seem to care about is hurting me and metaphorically stabbing me over and over again! You have no idea how I feel, how much more I hate myself for what happened than what I already did before! You don't understand what it's like to feel the way I do, to be an outcast the way I am, to be born into a family you don't want to be in! There was only one person who truly understood me in that family, only one person who was there for me, and she's dead, almost 6 years! It still feels like it was yesterday that I was told she'd gone! I will never forget that day for as long as I live! Saying goodbye was the hardest thing I'd ever done and I wonder if my gran could see what I've become what she'd say! She'd probably hate it but she'd love me all the same! I'm just a chore to most others! Someone they have to deal with even though they don't want to all because they don't know how to get rid of me! I wish I could get rid of me too! They say cutting and drinking isn't the answer but it's been so long since the pain has gone and I want it to go just for a moment! I'm trying to fight it but I don't know how much longer I can! I wanna be free, let my mind escape the prison it's in! But I can't think like that, I mustn't! I made a pinky promise to two people very dear to me, and I can't break that pinky promise to them, I just can't! Those two people are all I have left in this world, and they both live so far away! Sometimes as I hug my angel bear and my Wendy doll, tears roll down my cheeks and land on them, I keep my sobs from making any noises because I don't want anyone to hear!