Not a twink x

@TwinkActivist You're always welcome to do that.  You know I absolutely wouldn't mind . 
            As a yapper I understand the importance of a listener. 

@LarrysWornoutCloset I wasn’t here :( honestly might start crashing out in your dms now 

@TwinkActivist sem. I was just about to ask you how you are and here we are </3

@TwinkActivist there’s no point dwelling on “what if” it’s best to look forward and plan ur future instead of moving backwards and making urself sad about things that didn’t happen <33

@Angelmayloves or you’re on something same difference :p 

@Angelmayloves you’re definitely onto something 

@zStrawb3rryy I just got out, I’m eating fries now :p

i just took one…it’s 1:53 PM

@LarrysWornoutCloset it does make sense, everything you say does. (Which is annoying honestly, stop making sense) I just idk it’s the feeling I get after telling someone anything and I hate it. 

Asking for help and getting pity in return is the absolute worst.  
            People who make you feel like that clearly never meant to help you in the first place.  
            There's nothing disappointing about needing help ( note to self) , and sometimes , asking for help is all that we can do to get where we want to be.  
            I too have this thing , I don't like taking help , but sometimes outsourcing helps us with side quests which gives us a purpose ? If that makes sense.  
            Don't put it all on yourself and weigh down your spirits.  
            I'm sure you have a lot of things that you want to do , and for the sake of  trying , treat it like an experiment and see the outcome.  

I also hate to be pitied like I despise it. I would rather someone hate me than pity me. 

@LarrysWornoutCloset thank you babe 

@TwinkActivist Saints & Sinners - Or Whatever The Hell We Are - by girl_in_dirty_vans

@Baldrry_ you’re everybody’s distraction 

@TwinkActivist no we both r and a yapper needs a person who listens to all of the yapping nd u r that one person for me. So one more reason to not do it

@peterjohnsonthefish thank you babe, really.  Xx

@Baldrry_ okay okay ! And you’re the yapper out of the two of us 

@LarrysWornoutCloset im proud of you for choosing yourself!! I’m gonna do that, that sounds relaxing icl. 

@TwinkActivist It takes a lot of time and idk how to choose myself over someone else but sometimes I just completely shut myself and listen to only the brave.  That seems to help a lot.  Put my phone on flight mode.  Turn off the lights.  Put my earphones on and play Only the Brave on loop.  Doesn't solve shit , but atleast I don't feel shitty.  

@LarrysWornoutCloset no bc you’re so right??? I always fucking say “everyone dies alone so what’s the point?”  
            I’ll try a bunch of things and see what sticks. 
            Thank you darl, idk how to chose myself but I’ll try to. JUST THANK YOU. 

@LarrysWornoutCloset I love you so much 

@TwinkActivist start typing , I'm here , dw.