Twizted205

I saw that message again saying someone reached out to them, because they're concerned about a post. I think it's the same one, but it said unread. Just to clarify again, I'm okay, I'm doing well, and I'm happy with my life. I'm human bro XD
          
          I get stressed out, and I get overwhelmed, and my anxiety doesn't help in those situations, but I'm fine! I'm just adulting. My problem is I'm childish, and immature af, but I know my problems. I know my flaws, but I manage. No harm done. I just got some scars from work, but their lil burn marks from grease and whatever. I'm fine.
          
          My life ain't perfect, but I love my boyfriend, I love my mom (even though she stresses me tf out she does it cause she wants me to have a better life than she did), my siblings are annoying af too but I don't hate them, and my friends are there. We don't talk much since school, but we reach out.
          
          If I had any issues mentally, or anything like that I would get help, but I don't.
          
          Thanks for the concern whoever had, but I'm fine. Crazy maybe, but I'm thriving.
          
          Just hit me up on a post or something, and I'll update as soon as I can. 

I need to work on being active again. I promise I think of updating something, but then it just slips my mind. It's like ever since I got outta school, and started working two jobs, and down to working one full time, it's like it's the last thing on my mind.
          
          Plus I ended up with someone. I mean the guy I literally had a crush on for 3 years never liked me back, and I never planned on being with anyone it just happened. We've been together 3 months now, and I love this man, but it also means I'm more focused on work, and him, than my hobbies.
          
          BUT I promise I'm not dead. If anyone wants me to update, or write something, I'm down. It's just nobody has asked me to do it hasn't really been an immediate thing.
          
          I'll definitely update something sometime soon, but rn I'm tired.

I need to stop saying Ill do something, and don't. Seriously I try making a dead set day to update, and then I end up doing something else. Literally forgetting all about it until days later. Then I'm like, "well shit."
          
          Anyway I WILL DEFINITELY UPDATE THIS WEEK I SWEAR ON MY SOUL OKAY.
          
          I just get side tracked quick. Seriously I'm way more annoying in real life trust meeee.
          
          I'm being so fr, anyone that wants me to update something comment or say something IDC where I will make it a priority!!!

Life is honestly going up. My mom got a new dog today, and I honestly love her she's amazing, and so sweet, AND I got this dude I'm sorta with. Which sounds weird, but we're getting to know each other, and honestly I adore him. He's so sweet, and understanding, and funny, and just everything. Plus I'm no longer doing two jobs, since I'm doing full time at the one now. Which isn't as stressful, and I actually I've time off, which is a miracle.
          
          I'm happy. Happier than I've been in awhile. Not that I wasn't happy before, it's just all this stress was piling up, and now it's finally working itself out, and I feel so much better because of it.
          
          What would make it better is if I actually had a car. That'd be nice. 
          
          Ending on a nice note for later, I'll upload a new chapter of something wedsday. Or maybe even Tuesday. It'll be up, I promise

My updating schedule is literally non-existent. I'm sorry for that, but dude when I say work is like the only thing I ever do, I mean it takes up my whole week.
          
          WHICH I am trying to fix cause I do need my own down time.
          
          Plus I got a "date" tomorrow. Idk if he thinks it's a date, but I mean it's this I guy I met like a week ago, and gave my number to. I called him cute, and then he said I was cute, so now we're going to a drive-in movie tomorrowwww!!! I'm excited, but who knows what he'll think after we hang out in person. We never said the "date" word, I just kinda asked if he wanted to go.
          
          So my first unofficial date. XP
          
          He's so sweet thoughhhh, and he text like some fancy dude it's funny, and I really do like him so I'm hoping tomorrow goes well.
          
          I wanna drop my second job in January. Might happen earlier though since imma bout to be full time at my main job :P

Y'all I think imma try writing some short stories in my free time. Like when I'm on break at work, or just whenever I have time off.
          
          I'll try having like 6 or whatever ready before I publish it when I do.
          
          Aside from that imma upload a new chap for either my pan fic or Jeff one today.

Yoooo idk why Wattpad messaged me saying they're concerned about my safety, and whatever. Apparently someone contacted them, because they were concerned too??
          
          I'm doing fine! Really! Truly! Listen I have my ups, and I have my downs just like everyone else, and I'm glad whoever reached out out of worry. That's what you're supposed to do. You care, and I appreciate that.
          
          I'm not hurting myself, I'm not mentally unstable (that I know off), and maybe I don't eat a lot, but I'm average weight for my height according to my last check up. (I feel like I gained 50 pounds, but I was just snacking last night bro). 
          
          POINT IS I appreciate the worry, but I'm okay. Yeah I'll vent here time to time, but I always work it out. I didn't think anyone actually read these post, but I'm glad to see someone is. Even if it's through a private message from mf Wattpad. Thank you, but I'm alright.
          
          Happy, healthy, and I have the day off work so I was SLUMPED!
          
          See, all good. Plus I'm happy happyyy this sweet guy I gave my number to messaged me!!

Nap time. Idc if I'm at work, and my break ends in 13min.
          
          This bs. Not really cause it's more money, but literal bs.
          
          Last night I work 3pm-11pm
          In the morning I worked 3am-11am
          And now same day as the morning, I'm working 3pm-11pm.
          
          Off work tomorrow though, but I'm running on 2hours of sleep.
          
          I'll update a fic tomorrow!!

I'll upload that Jeff chap tomorrow. I'm getting a new tat too! My mama's doing it.
          
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Working on new chap for new Peter Frost fic, it's mostly done. Should be finished and up tomorrow!! My ass don't got work till 5 so hell yeahhhhh!! Ain't gotta be up for 3am till Friday, happy af rnnn.
          
          But, yeah, that'll be up tomorrow. Hoping to have a new chap up for my Jeff x Fem!Reader sometime maybe Wed, and my new ZADR fic maybe Thursday. I kinda forgot most of what I had planned for it, but imma draft it out, if you don't see that than my unfinished ZADR one should be updated Thursday instead of the new one being published.
          
          Yooo lemme know if yall like being updated on this or not, this is mostly for me to have a schedule plan out, but if you guys (if anyone is actually reading these) like it, I'll work harder to have an official schedule plan up.