Twizted205

Dead ass listening to bowling for soup while I'm waiting to go into work. I got like another 10 minutes. Here early afffff
          
          I am trying to get around to updating, just been adulting -_-
          
          Adulting sucks btw, but life is great! I wish Wattpad would lemme use emojis here, they disappear whenever I click post is that just me? Or it's like that for everyone? 
          
          Seriously, if y'all still cared about my fics or writing u could say something. It'd help me feel more motivated if I knew someone actually wanted to read my stuff.
          
          I'm still down for request for like whoever y'all wanna read about. If it's something I've never seen or read, I'll look into it.
          
          I wanna get back into writing again 

Thinking of starting a new fic..... even though I still have like 7 I still need to finish XD
          
          Peter Frost fic where Peter loses his memories and somehow staying at Jamie's place with his family. That's just the brief description of what I've been thinking about, there's a few other things to it that I don't wanna say until I ACTUALLY get around to doing it, and getting back into writing.
          
          I used to update pretty often and now it's like LIFE bro what the heck.

New chap for Shadows in the snow. Imma try to upload a new chap for one of my Jeff x reader fics.
          
          Idk if y'all  really care for my messages here, but I post here anyway. X^X

Imma work on my current unfinished fics before I do something new, I literally got a zadr fic in my drafts still X-x

Tempted to write another Peter/Jack fic..... 

I saw that message again saying someone reached out to them, because they're concerned about a post. I think it's the same one, but it said unread. Just to clarify again, I'm okay, I'm doing well, and I'm happy with my life. I'm human bro XD
          
          I get stressed out, and I get overwhelmed, and my anxiety doesn't help in those situations, but I'm fine! I'm just adulting. My problem is I'm childish, and immature af, but I know my problems. I know my flaws, but I manage. No harm done. I just got some scars from work, but their lil burn marks from grease and whatever. I'm fine.
          
          My life ain't perfect, but I love my boyfriend, I love my mom (even though she stresses me tf out she does it cause she wants me to have a better life than she did), my siblings are annoying af too but I don't hate them, and my friends are there. We don't talk much since school, but we reach out.
          
          If I had any issues mentally, or anything like that I would get help, but I don't.
          
          Thanks for the concern whoever had, but I'm fine. Crazy maybe, but I'm thriving.
          
          Just hit me up on a post or something, and I'll update as soon as I can. 

I need to work on being active again. I promise I think of updating something, but then it just slips my mind. It's like ever since I got outta school, and started working two jobs, and down to working one full time, it's like it's the last thing on my mind.
          
          Plus I ended up with someone. I mean the guy I literally had a crush on for 3 years never liked me back, and I never planned on being with anyone it just happened. We've been together 3 months now, and I love this man, but it also means I'm more focused on work, and him, than my hobbies.
          
          BUT I promise I'm not dead. If anyone wants me to update, or write something, I'm down. It's just nobody has asked me to do it hasn't really been an immediate thing.
          
          I'll definitely update something sometime soon, but rn I'm tired.

I need to stop saying Ill do something, and don't. Seriously I try making a dead set day to update, and then I end up doing something else. Literally forgetting all about it until days later. Then I'm like, "well shit."
          
          Anyway I WILL DEFINITELY UPDATE THIS WEEK I SWEAR ON MY SOUL OKAY.
          
          I just get side tracked quick. Seriously I'm way more annoying in real life trust meeee.
          
          I'm being so fr, anyone that wants me to update something comment or say something IDC where I will make it a priority!!!

Life is honestly going up. My mom got a new dog today, and I honestly love her she's amazing, and so sweet, AND I got this dude I'm sorta with. Which sounds weird, but we're getting to know each other, and honestly I adore him. He's so sweet, and understanding, and funny, and just everything. Plus I'm no longer doing two jobs, since I'm doing full time at the one now. Which isn't as stressful, and I actually I've time off, which is a miracle.
          
          I'm happy. Happier than I've been in awhile. Not that I wasn't happy before, it's just all this stress was piling up, and now it's finally working itself out, and I feel so much better because of it.
          
          What would make it better is if I actually had a car. That'd be nice. 
          
          Ending on a nice note for later, I'll upload a new chapter of something wedsday. Or maybe even Tuesday. It'll be up, I promise

My updating schedule is literally non-existent. I'm sorry for that, but dude when I say work is like the only thing I ever do, I mean it takes up my whole week.
          
          WHICH I am trying to fix cause I do need my own down time.
          
          Plus I got a "date" tomorrow. Idk if he thinks it's a date, but I mean it's this I guy I met like a week ago, and gave my number to. I called him cute, and then he said I was cute, so now we're going to a drive-in movie tomorrowwww!!! I'm excited, but who knows what he'll think after we hang out in person. We never said the "date" word, I just kinda asked if he wanted to go.
          
          So my first unofficial date. XP
          
          He's so sweet thoughhhh, and he text like some fancy dude it's funny, and I really do like him so I'm hoping tomorrow goes well.
          
          I wanna drop my second job in January. Might happen earlier though since imma bout to be full time at my main job :P