Twizted205

I HAVE INSPIRATIONNNNN! No promise it'll be something I'll write about but I want to! I'm currently working on drawing some new oc's! If I don't upload anything soon I'm putting the idea here for me to actually remember to get around to it!
          
          So I'm making a VAMPIRE OC who is going to be acouple centuries old but he takes up being a teacher at a human school as a pass time. He(maybe she idk yet) has a kid(gender also undecided) who is LITERALLY like 8 maybe 9 years old but they'll be also going to the human school in a different grade from what the parent'll be teaching but they're trying to co-exist with mortals. Everything else I'll leave to me to work on so I ain't spoiling anything when I decide to go off the idea ok!
          
          If someone wants to use what I said as inspo for anything similar I'm cool with it! Maybe even let me know so I can read it!
          
          (I've always been a fan of vampires and creatures of the sort and i kinda just started this old show from like 2001 called vampire high and I go this idea when I was watching it. I mean the show doesn't actually involve anything I wrote other than the coexistence part but it's pretty good!)

I finally got motivated into watching the Chucky series. Debating on whether or not I should wrote a fanfic on it. I don't mean a x reader one but maybe a friend insert? Like Chucky has a best friend who was like a uncle/aunt to his kid? Idk it's either that or I actually get a continuation request for one of other stories I haven't finished.

I need motivationnnnn

Wtf I just broke down at work. I tried keeping everything off my mind and take orders, but she shows up in backcash and asked if I was okay and I just started bawling. I couldn't breathe so when she asked what was wrong all I could says was 'idk" and she asked if I needed water and if I was having an anxiety attack. I've just been stressed lately and the fact that the schedule came out and my boss scheduled me for thursday when I told her for 2 weeks straight I can't work thursdays because of my mom and she's not listening to me. I don't like explaining everything because I start breaking down when I do and end up unable to even talk and now I have to tell her everything wrong tomorrow when she's at work because she isn't hearing me. I can't work thursdays and right now everything is wrong in my life and I just can't even do anything. I got put on drive-through too so I'm just trying to force myself to sound normal in the headset but it's hard when I just start breakdown when I don't want to breakdown. I need help

Why do I end up being someones therapist at the times when I need one? It's like everyone needs one and we're just unloading all our problems on people who really don't need it!

I need mental help Q^Q
          
          Aside from that how is everybody? :D
          
          

*****THIS CAN BE IGNORED IT'S ANOTHER RANDOM RANT*****
          
          
          
          
          
          I love life! Look I never thought I'd say this EVER, but the fact that this guy called me "dummy" and now my whole day is filled with joy! AND HE SAID THAT YESTERDAY! Not said, but he messaged me and it's not him calling me stupid, but it's the playful joking dummy (just so nobody misunderstood that) there's more to it but I am not saying since nobody needs to know everything and pretty sure nobody cares.
          
          THIS IS LITERALLY THE FIRST GUY I'VE EVER LIKED and I've been mega crushing on him for about 6 going on 7 months and he is so lucky I like him or I'd be so mad at him for confusing me so much! Q^Q
          
          BUT I work with him today and I am excited! This day couldn't be better!
          
          Why am I so happy that he called me a dummy?! If it were anyone else I'd kick them but he said it so I'm cool with it.
          
          BUT LISTEN TO THIS! He literally taps my foot with his everytime he walks past me or lightly elbow taps me (and I'm the only one he does that to/as far as I know) and I mean it when I say if anyone else did that I'd have problems but he does it and I go home fangirling every single time! 
          
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(Just a vent you can ignore. I just needed to put it somewhere for me to look back on and judge myself later.)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          BUT WHYYYY do I make things more complicated then they need to be? I feel like I did something wrong when I'm told I didn't and I'm just overthinking but I know I tend to overthink A LOT but I can't help it and then things become weird when I try not to make it but it does and now I have no clue what to do and I have to deal with it today even though there's snow outside and I have work and I'm probably going to have to take orders while i'm still freaking out in my head and the customers are gonna think I ruined their day but I wasn't trying to and I KNOW I HAVE ISSUES OKAY?! If I could reboot myself I would but I am STRUGGLING to do so!
          
          Why do I have to exist today? Can't I go away for like a month and come back when things are better?!
          
          And my vision just got blurry/hazy or whatever just now and I almost panicked even more than I am right now but it's probably because i'm kinda crying right now. Q^Q
          
          I wanna go in a hole and just stay there.....

I'm taking writing request if anyone has something they'd like written. I'll make a request book if I get one and tag you in the request unless you'd prefer I didn't.
          
          If anyone does have something they'd like written just message me or respond here!
          
          Chances are nobody will, but I need inspiration!

I wanna either make a new story or continue one I haven't finished but I'm lacking inspiration.....