am_i_a_ghost1
oh lord heal this bike
"i got carried away"
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
I JUST WATCHED ANASTASIA FOR THE FIRST TIME
#1: DIMITRI O M G #2: THE MUSIC OHMYGOD I LOVE #3: D I M I T R I
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
Million Dreams from The Greatest Showman>>>>>
The kid actor for young PT Barnum actually did like amazing tho y'all seriously
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
I have a friend who I've gotten really close to this year and they're SUPER clingy like he'll walk up to me and just half lay on me
Which is perfectly fine cause I'm a big physical-touch-as-affection person so I just lay on them in return
It's just funny because somehow they've made me into an even clingier person which I didn't think was possible TWT
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
Looked in the mirror today and thought that the bit of mascara I was wearing had smudged. It was not mascara. It was the bags under my eyes. Yippee.
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
school starts tomorrow...yippee..
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
Today I found out that I likely have Functional Neurological Disorder (FND). I've known that I've had something for a while but I haven't been able to find any results, even after lots of research. Today I was with my friends and my spasms/tics were especially bad. One of my friends said that what I was doing seemed really similar to what she did. She pulled up an article about FND and showed me some signs and it seems highly likely that I have it. Tbh it feels really good to put a name to what I have, because this has been going on for a while. Having someone who has FND tell me that I probably have it also helps get rid of the imposter syndrome that I've been dealing with. So it kinda sucks that this happens, but at least now I have a name for it.
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
@everything_about_lou True. Most of the time, I am forced to self-diagnose (especially with things like anxiety and depression) because my parents literally do not believe in anxiety or antidepressants so I cannot go to them. However, I have told them about this and we are making plans for me to get actually looked at by a doctor.
everything_about_lou
@Two_Fearless_Ghosts i think you should not decide what you have according to articles and go see a doctor, a lot of disorders have similar effects
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
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When you write out a whole argument to a stranger online and then tell realise that you literally just don't fucking care and delete it all
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
Just watched DCI finals, ngl absolutely loved the Mandarins and Troopers (I am a sucker for shows with big themes and storytelling) and Blue Devils also ATE (ik everyone hates them but they played Howl's Moving Castle so womp womp I love this year's show)
Two_Fearless_Ghosts
You guys I am so damn sore this is not okay I've had 4 days of 8-5 band camp with 3 days to go and I've had softball practice afterwards on 3 of those days. My thighs hurt, my shoulders hurt, my back hurts, my feet hurt, everything hurts